27th Birthday • Joshua ✓

07 || 27th Birthday

[ - joshua hong - ]

After we've finished celebrating, we tidied up the place and continued on practicing. Like usual, we'd practice till late night and after we were done, I decided to head to Sophia's house instead.

Well it's our house but I sometimes stay at the dorm. Well, for months I wasn't able to be here so that's why we weren't able to see each other. Well, my schedule weren't allowing me after all.

But they said I should go back to our house for today cause they said she was also looking forward to celebrate it together but couldn't. Maybe I should be the one who makes the surprise for her

I just want to see her happy.

After I finished cooking something simple for both of us, I sat down and re read the letter she sent.

"Dear Joshua, I'm afraid I'm not able to come by to celebrate your birthday with all of you today. I'm quite busy and I don't think I'd be free either tonight. I promise I'll make it up to you when I could ! I love you my honey. Have a happy birthday today

- sophia"

I felt like crying reading this. I don't know but I missed her so badly. I missed to see her being healthy and happy. I want to hug her and tell her she did so well and deserve to get some rest...

But is it possible now ?

Both of us have been so busy that neither of us could even see each other...

Sometimes I wonder if I'm good enough for her...