Ace of hatred

No..

" we can't be boyfriends" he replied when I asked him for a kiss...

"But why?" I know this is just a stupid question because the mistake I have done is so big and I deserve this but still I want to know the reason so I can solve it and make him fall for me...

"I don't love you anymore...infact it's been four years Ace...now why you are suddenly telling me that you love me...you cheated on me with that Oscar right... that day you broke my trust,my heart and my everything...you asked for my forgiveness and I forgave you because I really like you as a person but I don't love you not anymore Ace" he lied to me blinking his eyes...

"N-no, please not anymore...we already suffered a lot for four fucking years... please don't make it complicated... please you can beat me to pulp but please don't say it..." I cried and smiling he held my hands and began to rub them gently like he always do to Ash.

"I m not angry with you Ace... please try to understand...I m not into you anymore...like think about it, I betrayed you at that time just for hiding my identity you ditched me and it's been four years but you would have never forgave me if your granny don't tell you the truth...you never believed me then how can you expect me to forgive you...I m sorry I can't" he said...

"It was all planned nora... I just paid that Oscar to act as a boyfriend with me...we haven't did anything that day ..I promise" I said and he just smiled more but sadly.

"That kiss was an act too" he said and my mind froze because my stupid self has kissed that Oscar guy to prove that I really hate Nora at that time.. that's why great people says never do anything impulsive in anger...you will regret for sure...

"B-But,I m sorry... please,be my boyfriend, please don't be angry Baby" I again tried my luck...

"No Ace,no...Things aren't simple as it seems...it's been fucking 4 years...we can't be boyfriends and you can't just simply apologize and I will just jump on you saying that lets make out...no never... relationship aren't that much easy as you think..." He said looking into my eyes.

"What if I pursue you... what if I really proof you that I m really sincere about my words and I will believe you no Matter what!" I asked and he just turned around ignoring my words.

" Please say yes...I will definitely try my best.." I asked while he was feeding cookies to Ash who as soon as looked at me hugged me like a little monkey.

"Dada,I miss you ,kiss you.." he kissed me all over my face and wiped his runny nose on my shirt..

"I miss you too bub..btw Nora tell me yes or no baby?" I asked looking at him.

"No...I will stay here with you as we are good now...so i don't need to worry about my mental health and about getting together... that can't happen Ace..." He explained.

"But even you betrayed me...but now after knowing the truth I m not asking for break up and all" I asked and he just looked at me with irritated look...

"I had a reason"

"I had a reason too Nora..." I replied.

"I agree...and i respect you for that...but you can't force me to love you,its my life...it's not that you will die without me...you were already living your best life... just think of me as a guest if and you can't tolerate me them tell me,I will make Ash understand and we will live separately" he stated and I just keep my mouth shut as

He's right even though everything is ok now...I can't force him to love me...it's his decision whether he wants to be with me or not...I never thought that my own dad mom can do this...i was so blinded by their love that I couldn't even think of them as evil humans...I m really sorry Nora that because of me you suffered a lot but I promise I won't give you any reason to be sad now.

I was a good dad till now but I will be best boyfriend from now onwards...I will surely make you fall for me again...it will take time but I will, surely...!

Though you don't consider me as a boyfriend but still I will treat you like one...I really love you and I have always loved you...but my stupid hatred blinded me and hurted you again and again...but now now,not never I promise...

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At night Nora was in his bathroom while me and Ash were together as I was feeding him when I remembered something.

"Baby can you help me to get together with your mom?" I asked and he frowned cutely like an old granny.

"Toethel?(together) alent(aren't) you guys already toethel(together)?" He asked doing some hand gestures like jointing two fist...

"I mean we are,but your mama don't love me,as I have treated him badly in past...so can you help me..?"I asked Nd he immediately spanked me on my head.

"How dale(dare) to teat(treat) mama badly...you need pushinemt" he said.

"It's punishment baby, anyway can we talk about it later...can you please help me... pretty please?" I asked and he crossed his arms and raised his eyebrows.

"Then I need a baby brother and a sister as gift..." He asked as if adopting or making babies are so easy peasy things.....

"Ok ok fine...will you?" I asked and he nodded as an agreement and sat down infront of me.

"What do you want me to do?" He asked and I just whispered into his ears..

"You need to.....xxxx"

Tbc...