I sat in the bed I was assigned. I couldn't tell if it as dark or light out side. The window was tinted. I stood up and walked over to the window just seeing the reflection of me. It was nothing more, nothing less. Just a beat up outcast. What a disappointment. I couldn't sleep. This isn't the place I wanted to be. I wanted to be in Heaven. White beautiful surroundings, with a light yellow glow at the end of the tunnel. That's where I would be if I only just succeeded. I felt sudden pain in my stomach... then a sharp pinch in my heart. I flopped back on my bed as I wrinkled my face covering my head. The grievous pain made me reflect back to my past. I fell into a slumber.
Ahead of me was a luminous light in a window. It was a akin window. I walked towards it. The closer I got the more brighter it became. I covered my eyes shading the gleam. I got closer and closer, but the closer I got the room seemed to be heating up. I walked a little bit closer, taking smaller steep. I started to tense as my skin start boiling. I stopped in my tracks as I gripped my arm. Damn!
You know when you are cooking and the oil jumps at you from the stove. That was what I felt but triple the pain. I covered the mark as I felt a tear slip out of my eyes. I then uncovered it seeing a bulging red spot covered in blisters. I then felt like I was floating. Wind brushed past me. I looked down. This was a odd moment. I then started to get the agonizing pain again. I notice I was moving closer. Something was pulling me.
"No, no, NO!!!" I tried grabbing the wall but they were useless. I stiffened up and squirmmed. There was no hope. I felt a drop of heat on my cheek. I wipped it off but it just stung my hand. Where am I? Why can't I move?
I glanced at the light, now "below my nose" The light was a lamp, shooting out sparks. It started shaking. I kicked and screamed but it didn't work. The lamp was like it was in rage. It jumped all around getting ready to burst. I still tried to manage to run, but I just couldn't. Something, someone was holding me down.
"HELP!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, but there was nothing, no one near me.
I looked at the lamp one more time, and then all I saw was the lamp bursting. I covered my face, not knowing why. It wasn't going to prevent the flames from swallowing me whole. I closed my eyes and formed into a "c" shape.
Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock. I opened my eyes, hearing a clok. Where were the roaring flams? Am I still stuck? I lifted my leg and took a giant step from my position. I can move!
I then heard the clock again. I walked over to the noise, pondered of what was to come. I walked cautiously down the hall. I know this place.
It's my ex's place, Mark.
"Haha" I heard a familiar laugh, a type of giggle. I walked even slower so they whoever it was doesn't hear me.
"Haha, oh so you want to play that game then." That voice! That voice reminded me of someone.. oh but who could it be. I saw the large wooden door open to my left. It was cracked. I looked through it wondering what was happening. I saw a Mark sitting there on the bed smiling. Gosh I havn't seen him smile in ages. Then a girl approached him. I knew her!
It was me!
"I can't believe you!" I smiled_Or my clone self did. I saw me lay on top of him smiling. I looked so happy. I was leaning down about to kiss him, when I sat up hitting his stomach lightly. He grunted and sat up. I started running cheerfully as Mark ran behind. He then tackled me down to the ground. He laid on top of my clone self kissing her. I stopped looking and slid down the wall, burying my head in my hands.
"AHHH!!" I hear da screetch and lifted my head, seeing that I am not in the hall anymore.. I am at a party, but upstairs.
"Mark please stop!" I hear my screaming in a bed room. I stood up running to the room I am screaming in. I then looked through the crack seeing Mark over me.
"Please. Mark, you are drunk, get off of me" My clone said.
"No!" Mark yelled. I remember this. This is going to be hard for me to bear.
"Stop!" Myself yelled. I then hear a slap noise and crying.
"STOP!!! NO PLEASE AHHH!!!" She yelled. I closed covered my ears, but it didn't do good. I shut my eyes, feeling tears coming to me.
"AH! NO! OWW! "
"SHUT UP BITCH!" he yelled. This isn't working. I already lived it. Even if I close my eyes, I can still remember ever detail of that day.
"OW IT HURTS PLEASE" I say
"MHMMMMMM" I remember him covering my mouth. That's it! Rage grew in me as I slammed the door open and jumped on his back. I stiffened my arm around his neck as he got off of me.
I then fell to hte floor hugging air. I looked up seeing that I was infront of my locker at school. Printed in red paint was "SLUT!" I remember this! This was the day I tried killing my self. I turned having laughing faces. Tears slid down my face as I ran through the crowd of people pointing fingers at me. I closed my ears yelling "STOP! STOP IT NOW!"
"AHHHHHHH" My eyes opened as I heavily breathed. All I can hear was my breath and my heart beat? Ba-boom, ba-boom, ba-boom. I looked over seeing the other girl n her bed sound asleep. I sat up in sweat of fear.
What just happend?
