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I Wake Up With Chills Crawling Up My Arm, I Quickly Find The Sorce Of My Sudden Awakening. The  Curtains Flowed Out Suddenly From A Breeze Of My Opened Window. I Groaned While My Mind Faught Over Which I Should Decend From My Warm,Safe, & Oh So Pleasent Bed To Close That Bloody  

Window. The Civil War In My Mind Has Decided A Winner As My Body Comes Awake And My Hand Runs Through My Long Red Hair. Suddenly Not Only My Arms Were Dealing With Goosebumps But Also My Uncovered Legs. I Sprint To The Windodw And Close It As Quick As My Newly Woken Body Will Let Me. I Groan As I Go Into My Very Messy Bathroom. I Plug In My Straightner And Take A Full Look At Myself In My Mirror, I Have Bags Under My Eyes And My Long Red Hair That Falls Right Above My Belly-Button Is Tangled And Matted That Somewhat Reminds Me Of A Birds Nest. I sliently Laugh At My Self, Then Sigh And Turn On My Shower. The Water Takes A While To Warm Up So I Go Back Into My Amazingly Clean Room. Please Note My Sarcasm. My Room Is What A Mom Would Say A Disaster.  

My Room Is A Dark Blue The Color Of The Ocean Here In Washington. I Have A Wall Of All My Records. Yes I listen To Records, I Find That They Bring You Parts Of The Music You Can't Hear On CD's And Digital Downloads, My Wall Is Full Of Books And Records. Another Is A Large Window That Shows The Cold Yet Beautiful Pacific Ocean. i Have  Deep Purple Curtains That Can Cover It If I Want To Be In My Darkness Which Is Often. My Other Two Walls Are Covered In Posters, And Paintings Or Photos I Took In The Past Three Years. I Have  A King Sized Bed Because My Room Was Already So Gigantic, So Why Not Have A Gigantic Bed? My Bed Has Dark Purple Sheets To Match My Curtains And My Comforter Is The Same Color Of My Non Visible Blues Walls Covered With Art Of Mine. Next I Have A Patchwork Quilt. It Was My Parents Before They Died. My Bed Faces The Ocean, And In The Corner I Have A Baby Grand Piano, An Acoustic And Electric Guitar, And Microphone To Record My Originals. Now Off To My Wonderful Walk-In Closet. It Has Double French Doors That Are Glass With Stereo- Type Window Design. I Walk Into My Lovely Closet And Look For A decent Shirt To Wear. I Choose A Teal Knitted Sweater, Black Leggings And Some Tan Boots. I Decide To Add A Scarf That Reminded Me Kind Of A Very Artsy Peacock Design.

My Shower Must Be Warmed Up By Now. I Strip My Paramore Tee And Lifeguard Shorts From Last Summer's Job And Take A Look At My Naked Body In The Mirror. I Am About 5'6" And 110 Pounds. I Am Very Thin But Also All Muscle Due To My Athletic Pleasures Of Swimming And Soccer. I Have About 20 Tattoos, That I Have Gotten In The Last Six Months.Then The Scars. I Am A Victim Of Self Harm. Nobody Knows Of It Because I Have An Book Of Excuses. They Cover My Flat stomach And Thighs. Then I Turn My Arms Over To Reveal The Hundreds Of Scars That Run Up Both Of My Arms. I Make Myself Remember The Waiting shower. 

~~~~ AUTHOR'S NOTE ~~~~

Hey Guys! I Hope You Guys Are Enjoying The Story So Far. I Would Really Like Some Feedback,   Please Let Me Know If You Want Me To Post More. Thank You For Reading ! 

p.s. That Is A Picture Of M.C. ( The Girl Who The Story Was At Her Point Of View Sorry That She Hasnt Been Introduced Yet! )

      ~ Alex xx

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