hard choosing

Chapter one

I woke up at 3am looking around seeing if a titan was insight.I reassure myself there wasn't any, just like every other night my fears woke me up. I figured it was best for me to get ready for the day since I had nothing else to do. I make my bed, the bed that bad grey stain sheets and a black duvet cover after i was Satisfied with how clean my room was I took a metal pan and small broom which was hiden in the corner away from the ligjt. I step into the shower and put it on the coldest setting, I only tortured myself to get those thoughts away, my Mindset couldn't be distracted not when I'm supposed to be at work. I take my towel that's been placed on the rack next to the counter, I step out and put on my uniform. My uniform was a bit tight not on my stomach just on my butt and boobs and my upper thighs. This unifrom brought me alot if stares, I couldnt mind. It was me who made the decision to put and outfit like this in the morning.

After I get ready I clean my room again making sure no dust resides.I step into my office and make sure no dust can be seen or touched either. I walked over to a small mirror that was placed infront of a book self previously I look in to the mirror then I repeat " I am y/n, captain y/n my comrades are hange Zoe and Levi Ackerman my commander is Erwin I will fight until my death, to serve humanity for its wrong and right doing."I dont say this to convince myself i say this to remind myself why im here only to fight no horse playing and no merley no human interactions that could become to unprofessional.

I walk to my mahogany dark wood desk and sit down and see the large stack of pile of paper work mike dropped off for me last night . paper work doesnt borther me it gave me necessary time to myself. I reach out to light my oil lamp for a sheer light to dim on the paper, I reach out to touch the cold paper and see what it said,I see it was touching on the subject of new cadets.Last week I went to visit the recruits at the training center, Me, Hange and Levi decided to take responsibilities equality. Hange wasnt interested in taking new cadets well not only just for fighting she was interested in the work she could make them to involving her titan experiment . she was happy with her team but offered to take a few for her experiments. Levi decided to take some and I decided to take some aswell those teenagers wouldn't be my new team I already had a team but incase my team was broken up I would have trained teenagers to help me. Who did I pick? Mikasa Ackerman, Armin Alert, Eren jeager,Connie spriger, Jean Kristen and Sasha braus those were few of the ones I picked they were trained to become elites one day. Me and Levi decided to both handle them although I have my eyes on Mikasa Ackerman last week when I went to visit her she impressed me, excellent In every skill, quiet , stern she reminded me of me when I was in training.

The rest of the recruits would train to become part of the scouts but on a lower rank. I believe that I made the right decision with my choices.

After a while I found my self done with my paper work and when I checked the time I realized breakfast was almost ready. Although I was merely filled with green tea already. I walked to the mess hall and saw only Levi ackerman sitting at the senior table he was my only Competitor since he woke up at 2:50am I decided it was best for us to become better comrades since other than sleep I was better at everything. My footsteps bought his attention and he turned around to see it was just me. I nodded and proceeded to get tea and bread off the counter next to the kitchen. I noticed levi didn't stare at me, he nodded back and went back to reading his book. I didn't enjoy the stares so I quickly shot anyone down who stared at me who had a bit of lust in their eyes. Cadets other commanders It didnt matter, If they started at me they ran 20 laps unless they apologized.

LEVI ACKERMAN POV:
I woke up at 1:50 am today an hour earlier than usual. I put on a spotless white shirt and then my uniform which i steamed the night before. I head down into my office where I sat down to drank tea and finished off paperwork with my quill. The light coming from a few candles across my room scattered light allowing me to see. Once I was done I set the papers in a stack 30 degrees away from my quill and ink to prevent any incidents. I realized the mess hall had opened now, no food woukd have been set out but I could wait and sit with my half drank tea and a short book I could finish in the time they would prepare the food. I opened my door, Stepping down the creaky coridor floors not caring if I woke anyone up. After Opening the door I realized the cooks hadn't lit the oil lamps around the mess hall, so I took a match and lit them all to illuminate the walls. sitting down enjoying my tea and the book I have brought would shortly come to an end when y/n l/n walked in. She wasn't but she wasnt the best her near inability to keep a conversation wasnt intriguing, nothing specia. She nods at me and I nod at her back, she quietly walks over to the station where they put up beard and grab a piece.she walked over to the seniors table where i was sitting and gave me another head nod, I returned it back and look away.

Y/N POV:
I grabbed my tea and bread then walked over to the seniors table. I sat down and gave another head nod to Levi. He returned the nod back.
Most Comrades would smile and each other and say daily good mornings and how are yous but if it wad nessascary then why talk?

As soon as I knew it the mess hall started pouring with people as the late risers started walking in at 7:30am. I've been in here since 5am, Levi well I don't know but I'm guessing only a couple minutes before me. Today we see if any of the people I chose join the scouts. Me
,hange,Levi and Erwin all go to see whos brave enough to fight and end this war for humanity .

I see hange and erwin come over with a tray in there hand. Hange sits next to me and erwin sits next to levi.

"HEYYY Y/N" says hange

"hmph hello hange"
"hello erwin"

"WHAT YOU ARENT GONNA SAY HI TO LEVI???" Said hange
"I already did"i said
"unlike you guys we wake up early"i said again

"OKAY THENN" said hange
I got up after saying hi to hange and erwin and walked over to the kitchen where i washed my cup and then i threw away the paper napkin that still had bread crumps in it.
I see the stares of the lower ranks and the other captains. The younger scouts aswell. I head back to my office to tidy up before i got ready to go to the training center. I put in my green cloak and head over to the ODM gear I had, I put it on and then filled it with gas and re filled my blade compartment.the center wasnt far away but we were still prepared for an attack.

I go to the stables and get my horse ready Hange and the other were there,as well ready to go. We were all prepared to see how many teenagers would risk there life. Erwin gave us a signal meaning we were aloud to go. We all rode our horses for a couple minutes and after a while we made it, It was getting dark so i Ordered some scouts to put fire sticks so everyone could see commader erwin better.
We all got off our horses and tied them in the stable where the other horses were. All three of us stood behind erwin waiting for the unlucky trainees to walk in.

One after another they all walked in, I recognized most of them some faces unknown but they didnt look like the fighter type. I stood straight not a single inch slouched I found it disrespectful and when a new cadet came in i pushed them to not slouch it was one of my biggest icks. My face doesnt move not a single inch I dont smile at the cadets nor do I want to. After they all arrive i look at them with my narrow eyes every single one of them. I see mikasa, eren and armin in the front they all saluate us. Erwin starts explaining the harsh conditions scouts will have to go under, I belive in honesty but maybe Erwin went alittle over if he scared then too much then we wouldnt havent any new cadets.

After the specch erwin let everyone have a choice they could leave now and become MP's or become dedicated scouts. After a while many trainees left but at the end a handfull stayed. Erwin thanked the remaining recruits and saluted them, they saluted back. Erwin had hange come to the front and introduce herself then Levi and then me. I walked up to the front and took my hood down not wanting stares on me only on commander erwin. " hello scout recruits thank you for choosing to join us, I think itll be an honor to work with many of you some not so much.just like captain levi and commander hange have stated we will all work with you, We all as your superiors dont allow non sense to go unpunished. Nothing will be passed by me, I dont care what youve heard about me, nothing suprises me about you all, thank you." I said

And like that commader erwin took the stand again and said "SCOUTS GIVE YOUR HEART"
we all stood in our postion and gave our loudest roar.

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ok so i hate revising my things soooo if you can point out any mistakes i made LOL. Alittle short ik but i hope you enjoyed:)