i said you are all i need, yeah // k.s.

Chapter 37: I Love You So..Too Much I Can't Let Go

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*Scarlet's POV*

It's been exactly one week now since I last seen or even talked to Keaton and the others. When I left the hospital I went straight to the house and took the kids, along with a suitcase of our things and came here to this hotel, where I have been for exactly seven days now.

Keaton has been calling and texting me nonstop, each and every minute of the day he seems to be trying to get ahold of me. He's probably left at least a thousand voicemails in my phone, and I'm not lying when I say that I've listened to every single one.

Each voicemail I would have a few tears slip from my brown orbs, a whimper would escape my lips as I took in his mesmerising voice that I missed so much, my heart breaking a bit more and more as each word escaped his mouth.

Every voicemail that I listened to I would die a little inside, my body growing a bit more numb as each second passed.

I've probably gotten a million texts from him as well, each saying something from 'I love you, please call me. I need to talk to you' to 'Please forgive me, I love you and I can't live without you'. And each one I would read it to myself a billion times, but not once would I reply back to him.

Drew has been trying to get ahold of me as well, but I haven't been answering him either. I just couldn't find myself to talk to any of them, as it'd just hurt me too much and I'd probably end up crawling back to Keaton. I won't even answer Caitlyn's calls and texts, as I'm not sure if I'll be able to talk to her without breaking down.

I haven't heard any information on Wesley's condition either, since I haven't talked to the boys and I haven't had time to call up the hospital and ask.

All I can do is pray to god that Wes is still alive, and hopefully, awake now as well. It dies me inside not knowing how he is, but I'm not going to let myself give in and go crawling back to them right now.

Keaton really did hurt me, and it's not that easy for me to forgive him for that. He practically told me that I was a bother and ruining his life, so why should I go back to him and ruin it all over again?

I was pulled out of my thoughts as One More Night blasted in my ears, and I looked down at my iphone screen and sighed as I saw who the caller was. Drew.

I sat there for a moment contemplating with myself, not sure if I should just answer it, or wait for the call to end. 

I must've chosen to answer it, because next I found my thumb landing on the answer button, and lifting the phone up to my ear. Hey, he is my cousin; It's not like I can ignore him forever. "Hello?"

"Scarlet, where the fuck are you and Bells and Landon? And why haven't you been answering Keaton or I's calls or texts? Do you know how worried we were about you? We thought something bad happened to you! Why didn't you at least leave a note saying where you were going?" Drew lectured me, and I just waited patiently to reply until he was done.