nocturne

johannes brahms

Hyunjins POV:

I was sitting in his classroom again.

The class full of students ready to tackle the difficult course and eager to persue their futures.

I on the other hand, sat there dazed.

My thoughts drifting off to the unimaginable pleasure i'd been introduced to, not more than 5 hours ago.

The man who was the cause of that ecstasy, simply stood infront of his class, reviewing over diminished G7 chords, as if he didn't just take one his student's virginity and abuse their ass until simply sitting hurt.

Of course, i knew he shouldn't be treating me differently, but the simple aloofness astounded me.

Not just at school, even at his house.

After we had sex, Mr. Bang cleaned me up, a stern look on his face.

He sat me down on the bed, before speaking.

"Hyunjin, i want you to understand, that this is just a hookup. I do not love you."

Even though i knew what he was gonna say, it still stung a little bit.

"I know." i croaked, my voice sore from moaning.

"Good boy." he smiled, patting my head as if i was child.

"Mr. Bang?"

"Hm?"

"I want to let you know, that i don't love you either, and that thankyou for taking my virginity, it was quite memorable." i said, confidence seeping through my wavering voice. 

A small smirk rested on his face, "Your quite welcome beautiful."  My face reddened at the praise. 

"If you would like, we could do this again, no strings attached." he offered.

I slowly nodded, understanding that this was simply sex.

"I'd like that too."

Cupping my chin, the older titled my face upwards, "You know Hyunjin, your one of the most prettiest people I've ever slept with."

I smiled at him.

"I'm glad i got to taste you. But remember, i am still your teacher, so i look forward to seeing you in class tomorrow. "

His said the last bit with a sense of purpose, as if he thought i would slack off now.

Gathering my belonging, Mr. Bang walked me to the door, "Ill see you in class tomorrow Mr. Bang."

And that's what led me to this point.

Not even a smile as i walked through the doors of his classroom.

He regarded me with the same blank stare and scowl as he did with every other student.

I understand that we were back to normal, but he was the one who approached me first, so i couldn't help but feel used.

"Jinnie.." A raspy whisper, tickled my ear.

I jumped in my seat, facing Changbin.

"Jesus Christ Hyung you scared me!" i whispered back.

He laughed and pat my head, "You were  gone for the entire class love."

I looked at him quizzically, "Gone?"

"I could tell you were day dreaming all day."

My eye's widened as i cursed my distracted state, "Oh... I'm sorry.." I mumbled.