Jj maybank and y/n

One

All of us Pogues were having some drinks at John B's château. We were waiting for Jj to arrive, he should have been here sooner.

"I'm worried where is Jj he's 30 minutes late." you say as you look around.

"Maybe something is happening at h-home" Pope says quietly.

Shortly after Jj walks up to the château sobbing with bruises all over. You all run over to him immediately.

"Jj i'm so sorry", you say as your eyes start to water.

You kiss his rough cut up lips and hug him tight.

"No stop y/n you shouldn't have to deal with this, none of you should." he said angry.

"But I care for you, we all do." you say as you push a strain of hair behind his ear.

"Jj, man you can talk to us, what's going on?" John B says.

"It's my dad, I cant deal with this anymore, so if you don't mind could I stay here again tonight?"  Jj says in tears.

"Yes of course" John B says.

Shortly after you go inside to see Jj, you cant bare to see him like that. You walk in and see him with his shirt off sitting down on the bed sobbing in pain.

"Jj?" you say quietly.

You walk over to sit down with him. You rub his back as he cry's into your shoulder.

"Jj you can talk to me, I'm here for you, I want to help." you say sadly.

"No there's nothing you can do y/n, you shouldn't have to deal with me any longer, now go have fun with the rest of them, please just stop I want to be alone" he says in fear.

"Jj no please, let me go see if I can find anything to help with the soars."

"Please stop y/n i'm sick of this,  I was so close to killing him, something told me to do it but another thing told me not too, I don't know what's right or wrong anymore, no one can help me." He says as his teeth chatter.

You lean into him, he pushes you away gently, as he looks you in the eye. "Please y/n leave, this isn't making it any better."

You do what he says and you leave the room.

You meet the group back at the fire looking at how happy they are. You watch as Sarah and John B cuddle and laugh together, youre wishing Jj was out here.

"guys.." you say quietly.
"Are you not even worried about Jj?"

"We are just, its best we leave him for the night and check on him tomorrow, now come sit down with us." Kiara says.

The whole night you can't stop thinking about him.

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After that night, you and Jj haven't talked in a couple days.

You catch him in the school halls and shout his name. He stops and looks at you, You walk over to him.

" Can we please talk?" you beg.

"What is there to talk about y/n?" Jj says as he turns around.

"After that night we haven't been the same? did I really do something that bad?" You say while your eyes water.

" Y/n you weren't listening to me, I wanted to be alone and you shouldn't have to deal with any of my shit it's not fair to you." 

"Jj I just care about you and want to make sure you are safe, I would do anything for you."

You look down at the floor and he watches a tear drop from your eye. Jj takes his finger and lifts up your chin. He looks into your eyes and you look right back into his ocean soft eyes.

"I love you babe" he says with a smile.

He reaches into kiss you as the bell rings, You reach back in for his lips and then you both head back to class.