Confession time

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*Hey guys! So, I haven't posted as much as I'd like to, so here's a chapter. It explains some stuff so yeah. Hope you enjoy! -Alyx ^_^*

"Should I just jump in or do you guys need an introduction?" I asked, rubbing the sleep from my eyes. The boys were sitting on the booth in the tour bus and I had pulled up a chair. It had been 8 solid hours of sleep, and we were on our way to Toronto. Mike leaned forward into his seat and said, "I think you should start from the beginning." I loved his voice. It sounded more pure in real life. I nodded in agreement, took a deep breath and began. "I'm Cara Langley. I live in Louisville. I'm 19 and I'm partially homeschooled. I'm a cyberneticist, which means I can program anything, really. I really like computers and music. I also really like your band, which is why I went to your concert and I was right at the barrier listening to you guys when I was pulled back into the crowd. Then I was drugged by a guy from Appl-" I stopped there not wanting them to know about who drugged and stashed me. "A guy from Apple? As in iPhone apple?" Jaime piped up. God I love his eagerness, but noes not the best time to be eager about me. Especially if it's about this. I nodded weakly, hoping they wouldn't question further. "Wait so you like computers, and a guy from Apple drugged you? Why? Are you like a hacker or some shit?" Jaime joked. If only he knew how right he was. They laughed and I laughed too, hoping they wouldn't realize how spot on Jaime was. "Nah, I don't know why, but I caught his shirt before he got me." I lied. Tony looked at me with an unreadable expression. Was it confusion? Did he see through my lie? Was it puzzlement? Or disgust? I wasn't exactly a pretty girl, so I could understand the disgust he probably had for me. I had these insanely gross blueish/greenish/idk-what-eyes and I hated my thin lips. I also hated my nose which was too stubby and small. I blushed and looked down. "Is that all you guys wanted to know?" I asked. I fiddled my fingers, hoping they'd say yes and I could have a Monster. "Do you have any ideas as to why the guy from Apple drugged you? Why didn't he take you." Vic asked. Jesus these guys work fast and sharp. I felt a pain in my stomach but I ignored it and answered anyway. "I have an idea... No I don't know why he didn't take me." I said elusively. "Whats your idea?" Tony asked. Finally, his beautiful voice talking to me. ME. "Well, I do work with computers... and I kinda sorta maybe possibly am really good at figuring out passwords and codes and-" I was cut short by Jamie saying "You ARE a hacker!!" I blushed and nodded. I really hoped they didn't hate me now. They probably did and they're probably going to have to take me home because I'm a criminal. I'm just a fucked up weird ass who can work a computer and abused her skill. I'm not gonna amount to anything but an ugly fat assed criminal freak who cuts. My eyes began to water and my breath began to hitch. "Please don't... Please don't hate me... I don't mean to do anything... I didn't mean anything by it! I just... I just wanted to prove I could do it... and god I'm such a criminal..." That's when I began full out sobbing. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see Tony trying to comfort me. His adorable face was forgiving. He pulled me into a hug and I sobbed on his shoulder for a bit. God he'd probably hate me for getting his shirt wet. "No, no I won't hate you! Honestly it's no big deal! And You're not a criminal, hun! You didn't steal anything." Tony said. Oh god did I say that OUT LOUD?! fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck... I attempt to compose myself and I sit up straighter. I push my fiery red hair back, it was always in my face. "Okay. *sniff* you sure?" I ask, wiping my nose on my sleeve. He nods and gives me one last squeeze before getting up to get a Monster. I suddenly feel empty, like I need him. I loved just getting a positive reaction from him. It made me feel like I was worth something.I smile and turn around wanting a Monster too, hoping to get another reaction from Tony, but instead I am met with perpetual black once again.

*A/N: sorry, this is kinda filler and it's also short. I hope you don't hate me for making these so short!*

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