Self harm (Alois)

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by idonthaveaproblem69
by idonthaveaproblem69
                                    
                                              TW: SELF HARM
                          

                          ~Y/n's POV~

                          I was in the bathroom with a razor. Tears fall down my face as I slice my arms.
                          

                          Cold blood runs down my arms landing on the cool tile floor.
                          

                          The words kept repeating in my head.
                          

                          "Fucking whore"
                          "Go kill yourself, no one will care if you disappeared!"
                          "Slut"
                          "Fat pig!"
                          

                          I put the razor down, curled up in a ball and sobbed.
                          

                          ~Alois POV~
                          I was in my study, "I wonder where Y/n is.. they normally like bothering me when I work" I thought to myself.
                          

                          I decided to go looking for them, I'm sure they can't be far.
                          

                          I was past the bathroom and I heard Y/n sobbing. worried I knocked on the door.
                          

                          "Y/n? are you in there?" I tried opening the door but it was locked. 
                          

                          "Shit," I thought it myself. "Y/n let me in.. what happened..?". I asked
                          

                          ~3rd person POV~
                          "It's nothing! everything's fine!" Y/n said trying not to make it sound like they were crying.
                          

                          "Y/n, if everything's fine then let me in!" Alois exclaimed.
                          

                          Y/n hid the razor and opened the door, putting their arms where Alois can't see them.
                          

                          "Bluebell, what's wrong? why are you crying?" Alois said worriedly. "It's nothing, don't worry about it!" Y/n smiled trying to hold back their tears, even though he already knew you were crying.
                          

                          Alois took your hand in his, by doing that he saw your arm covered in cuts.
                          

                          "Y/n.. what happened to your arm..?" he said with a shaky voice. "It's nothing I said!" you said angrily as you ripped your hands away from him and slammed the door shut in his face, locking it in the process.
                          

                          You sat down in a corner, curled up in a balling and started sobbing
                          

                          You heard a faint knock "Butterfly, please.. let me in" Alois asked
                          

                          You finally caved in. You unlocked the door and opened it. "Look Alois, I'm sorry I didn-" he cut you off by kissing you.
                          

                          He pulled away, "Y/n if there's anything bothering you please tell me, I don't want you to be doing this. So please, let me help you"
                          

                          You nodded your head and hugged the blond-haired boy as you cried into his shoulder.
                          

                          "Now shall clean and bandage your wounds butterfly?"
                          

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                          ~Word count: 432~
                          

                          Hey everyone! I'm back with yet another Alois x reader, I decided to do a SH comfort because I'm currently struggling with it. Other than that I hope you have a wonderful day! don't forget to drink water and eat! And don't forget that I'm proud of you, I love you.