Ciel x reader one-shots! (SOME ALOIS TOO)

Depression (Ciel)

I understand that you might not do these things but when I had really bad depression I did these things soo yeah enjoy.

You were supposed to go to Ciel's manner to spend the day with him but you woke up feeling horrible. Your eyes were still a little red from your crying last night, the empty feeling you seem not to be able to get rid of, just awful in general.

You sadly still had to go to Ciel's place since you can't cancel on him at the last minute, that be a pretty douchbag thing to do on your part. 

You let out a sigh and slowly get out of bed, your hair is a huge mess since you haven't brushed it in god knows how long, your teeth were turning yellow since you also haven't brushed them in a while, your room is a huge mess with trash and dirty clothing everywhere.

You make your way to the bathroom to make yourself look like you've been not living in a swamp.

Tried to brush your hair but of course, you gave up halfway through, brushed your teeth and took a nice shower.

You loved the shower but yet hated it at the same time, it was a place where you could cry as much as you want but you were forced to look at the body you hated.

~*Time skip to when you were on your way to Ciel's place*~

You were walking to Ciel's place since well it is a 10-minute walk from your place.

As you were walking you pondered to yourself, 'What if he knew about this shit I'm going through all along?? If he doesn't I bet he'll find out sooner than later but what will he do? Would he care? Would he do anything to help me?'.

You quickly snap out of your thoughts and saw that you've arrived at Ciel's manner, taking a deep breath you knock on the big wooden door that stood tall before you.

Sebastion answered the door and welcomed you in, "The young lord is in his study" Sebastion stated. You thank him and made your way up to him.

You sighed before knocking, "Come in." you heard Ciel's monotoned voice.

You entered hesitantly but once you entered you greeted him with a smile, "Oh hello, Y/n. I thought you were going to arrive later." Ciel stated in a somewhat monotoned voice. 

"Take a seat, would you? I would like to talk about some private things." Ciel asked.

You quietly started to panic to yourself but still sat down, "What is it that you want to talk about?" You asked worriedly.

"You've been acting off recently and I wanted to ask if everything is alright" Ciel questioned with a worried expression. 

Ciel really did care for you but he never really knew how to show it. He'd try his best to show affection and you thought it was really cute that he was trying to make you happy. 

"Of course I'm alright! sorry I've been acting off but everything is alright" you lied and clearly Ciel didn't buy it.

"Just tell me if something is wrong, you don't have to tell me why you're not feeling well but how are you feeling?" Ciel questioned more strongly.

You finally gave in, "Alright fine ill tell you. I feel like shit, happy?" you said a little angered but happy he noticed and cared enough to ask you what was wrong.

"I wish you told me sooner but do you want to talk about the reason or keep that private?" he asked.

You tried holding back your tears but to no avail, you failed. Tears started streaming down your face. "I'd rather not talk about it," you said in a shaky voice.

Ciel kissed your cheek, "I thoughts so, would you like to go in the garden and talk over a cup of tea?" he asked caringly. 

You nodded your head wiping your tears.

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~*Word count: 750*~

I'm sorry that I haven't been writing much, writers block sucks ass? anyways I just wanna say that I hope that you feel better soon. I MIGHT post another part sooner than later but I haven't gotten a clue what to make the next one-shot about so I BEG you comment some ideas for me. I've been busy with school and theatre so that's another reason I haven't been writing as much as a normally do. One last thing before I go, would you guys like longer stories? So other than that I hope you have a wonderful day, afternoon or night.

I love you!