wish you were sober

chapter 1 ♡

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blasting music and crowds of people dancing is what filled the house. pushing through drunk bodies around a house filled with alcohol was not how hongjoong planned his Friday night.

he just wanted to stay home covered in blankets, eating all the junk food he could while watching movies till he fell asleep.

as sweaty bodies kept pushing and bumping past him he finally found his way to the kitchen. looking around his eyes landed on the whole reason he was dragged here in the first place.

mingi

mingi, hongjoong's best friend was definitely the party animal out of the two. he was always at parties drinking till he blacked out.

but of course he would always beg hongjoong to come to the parties with him. the whole reason being he would need a ride home at the end of the night.

he knew how responsible his best friend was and knew that hongjoong would safely get him home. in his mind his plan was perfect.

drag hongjoong to parties with him, get drunk to feed his party addiction, and finally his best friend would get him home.

mingi really used his plan to his advantage. he knew hongjoong couldn't say no to him. what he didn't realize is that hongjoong would never say no to the boy he had a crush on...

sighing, hongjoong stood at the entrance of the kitchen watching mingi gulp down tons of shots. the boy was already drunk, why did he need more alcohol?

turning his head to the kitchen entrance mingi broke out into a big smile. stumbling over to his friend he collapsed in his arms.

"hongjoong!!"

"hi mingi..."

"yous should drin..k wit me."

hongjoong frowned upon hearing those words. he had to cut the boy off at some point. he was already drunk enough. his racing thoughts were cut off when mingi pulled him to the kitchen table filled with alcohol.

grabbing the first two cups he saw, mingi handed one to hongjoong then gulping down the one he had. in disgust hongjoong sent down the drink and grabbed mingi's hand to drag him out of the house.

once out hongjoong stumbled over to the car with mingi's arm wrapped around his shoulders. he finally got mingi into the passenger side much to his protest.

getting in the driver side he turned the car on before taking mingi home.

"wh..why.. you takin me home?"

"..."

"hongjoong!!!! takes me back!!!"

"you're drunk enough mingi."

finally getting to mingi's house, hongjoong got mingi inside taking him upstairs to his room.

once mingi was in bed he turned to leave the room but an arm pulled him down to the bed.

"stay with me..."

hongjoong turned to see mingi staring up at him. sighing, hongjoong gave into the boys plead and laid down under the covers next to him.

mingi smiled and moved closer to the smaller boy wrapping an arm around his waist. hongjoong brought the covers up to his blushing face trying to stop his heart from racing so fast.

"you're sooo pretty joongie..."

tracing his hand over hongjoong's flushed cheeks he smiled at him.

hongjoong blushed harder, trying to get mingi's hand off of him. mingi protested holding the boy in place and caressing his face.

"you really are beautiful"

hongjoong blinked, his eyes widened as he stared back at the boy holding him. finding his voice hongjoong was about to tell mingi to go to sleep but instead felt soft lips on his own.

hongjoong's eyes widened as he realized mingi was kissing him. slowly his eyes closed as he started kissing back.

twisting their bodies, mingi moved himself on top of the smaller's body. grabbing hongjoong's arms he wrapped them around his own neck his hands finding their way down to the boy's hips. pulling away he caressed hongjoong's hair.

"so fucking pretty joongie..."

hongjoong gasped as mingi moved his lips down to his neck. he kissed and bit down leaving pretty purple and red marks. hongjoong squeezed mingi's shoulders biting down on his bottom lip to stop the pretty noises from escaping his mouth.

everything about hongjoong was so pretty.

mingi finally pulled away smiling down at the boy under him. he traced the marks he left loving the way they looked on hongjoong's neck. he wrapped his hand around the boy's neck pulling his face closer. he pecked the boy's lips repeatedly before pulling away and smiling at him.

he got up taking off his shirt and throwing it across the room. hongjoong laid under him trying to catch his breath with wide eyes staring back at mingi. grabbing hongjoong's waist, mingi twisted their bodies so the smaller was sat perfectly on his lap. reaching up he pulled the older's shirt off.

rubbing his hands up and down hongjoong's sides, he pulled the smaller down kissing him.
hongjoong kissed back feeling mingi slowly start bucking his hips up.

hongjoong whined, his mind was clouded with pleasure. he felt fuzzy inside and was stuck in a daze.

mingi looked up at the older smiling. his cheeks were red and pretty sounds kept leaving his mouth.

in mingi's drunk mind he looked perfect.

he reached up grabbing the older's neck making hongjoong look at him. hongjoong had tears in his eyes. his eyes hazy from pleasure. mingi loved the sight.

there were no thoughts behind those pretty eyes.
his head was just focused on the hard cock that pushed up against his.

"please mingi.."

snapping out of his trance that the smaller boy had him in, he moved his hips faster. groaning in pleasure both boys were getting close.

"oh fuck"

stilling both their hips, mingi let out a deep groan  as hongjoong let out a whine both boys cumming.
sliding off mingi, hongjoong laid next to him trying to catch his breath and calm his racing heart. finally snapping out of the daze that his cloudy mind was stuck in, he couldn't believe what just happened. he smiled he couldn't deny the fact that he loved it.

his smile soon was replaced with a frown as he hated himself for loving it as much as he did. it only happened because mingi's drunk mind was horny. it wasn't the first time this happened, and it probably wouldn't be the last.

he just wished sober mingi would love him the same way drunk mingi did, but sober mingi only saw hongjoong as his best friend...

"i wish you were sober..."