Nessie and I finished eating when it was dark outside. I seen Jacob starting to walk over to us. " Hey so you might wanna speak with the elderly since you will be staying here a while" he said. I nodded trying to think of the perfect way how to meet them. "Your gonna do fine cat" Jacob said patting my back. He walked to Nessie and hugged her before telling her that he was leaving for the night. I got up and gave Nessie a hug and went to my room. I let out a happy sigh knowing I was safe and knowing my sister was safe and happy. I started to remove my clothing and replace it with a old black hoodie and some plaid red pajama pants that overlapped my feet. I undid my long hair and taken the medications I needed and plopped on the queen size bed. I started to fall asleep slowly.
I got woken up by people laughing. I got frighten by it a little but realized where I was and calmed down. I walked out of the bedroom and walked to the living room. I see Emmet and Rose dancing along with Jasper and Alice while laughing with each other. I started to smile. I seen Carlisle and Esme smiling while looking at the amazing family they had. Nessie and Edward playing the piano. Bella realized I was watching everybody and she walked towards me. "So Rose Alice Esme you and I are gonna go shopping so you can get some essentials" Bella said pushing us to my room. " Tale your medications and take a shower, I have already some stuff in there for you beside clothes because you are an adult you can handle that and when your done we will pick you up some food because you have to eat because I love you and you are my baby sis" going into the bathroom talking and pointing everything out, when she was near the end of her sentence she was close to giving me a hug but both of us are very weird when it comes to that so she just left. I started to shower and started to remove my clothing. I started to stare at my scars on my body from self harm, from spells, from abuse. I sighed as I started to over think while stepping in the shower letting the water wet my tangly hair. 'What if Bella is already annoyed of me' ' what is I don't actually find love here like I was told' ' what is they find me' ' what if the Cullens don't like me' 'I shouldn't feel like this' ' I shouldn't be here' ' I must be a burden on them' ' god the Cullens are so sweet' all those thoughts running through my head. I grabbed the shampoo bottle and smiled knowing it was vanilla and vanilla is my favorite scent. I started to lather my hair and rinse. I put the conditioner in my hair and looked down at my hair legs. I looked for a razor and there was a tiny one. I guess being in a house hold of a vampires you won't find one. I started to softly shave my legs and wash my body. My anxiety started to wash away as I rinse out the conditioner. I turned off the water and quickly grabbed a towel. I dried myself off and put on my clothes before putting up my hair in the towel.
Us girls finally got to Port Angeles and we stopped at this big mall. I realized that I don't have a lot of money especially with how much money I had to spend just to get to Washington. " hey guys are there any cheap stores here?" I asked feeling anxiety build more insides of the pit of my stomach. "Cat don't worry about money " Bella said grabbing my hand and rubbing the base of my hand trying to calm me down. It was a old childhood thing and it always works. We started to walk through the doors and I've never seen such a big mall. I felt like a person who was locked up for three years who never seen simple stuff like this. Stuff a teenager should had enjoy but I got cursed with being a witch and had to be sent away to control it. Alice let a small giggle as she seen me be memorized by all the stores and all the fast food restaurants. "Come on I have the perfect store for you, it has a lot of stuff what will fit your aesthetic" Rose and Alice said dragging me to this beautiful store.
We were putting all our bags in the trunk of Alice car. I start to feel guilt build up in my stomach. 'No they just wanna be nice to you' 'They are just trying to make you feel like you are there family too' 'Stop being so selfish' thoughts running through my head. I felt someone start to shake me. "Cat, Catherine!" Rose said shaking me which was brining me out of my trance. I looked up at her. "I'm so sorry I just zoned out, it's a witch thing" I said smiling a little. I started to walk to the back door of the car on the left side. "Hey are you sure your okay?" Rose asked with a worried face with her hand on my back. I gave her a nod of yes. She smiled and got into her seat in the car. I got into mine as we started to drive to the house. On the way their I stared at the forest. Nature is one thing I appreciated when I was stuck in that hell hole of a school. We started to pull up to there beautiful house. We seen the guys starting to walk outside. We parked the car. "So we gonna get another fashion show" Emmet said laughing a little while the girls were getting out of the car. "Maybe but it'll all be Cat" Rose said walking up to her mate. Everybody has a mate here while I do not. I smiled at all of them with there mates while I was getting out of the car finally. Rose turned around to look at me. "So you gonna give us a fashion show tonight Cat" Rose asked smiling while holding onto Emmet. I started to smile. "Sure it'll be fun" I giggled a little.
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I started to put on my last outfit. I could admit I looked hot as hell in it. It made me question my aesthetic. I started to walk down the stairs. Once I got to the last step I did a twirl but once. I was facing everybody they were looking at a group of people. I quickly ran upstairs as I heard someone tell Bella to come get me. "Cat it's okay it's just me" I heard Bella say as she opened my door. She seen me on the floor in the middle of having a panic attack. She quickly went and sat next to me while she whispered it's okay to me and hold me. She knew I was having flash backs of that night. The night my mother just gave up on me. Once she noticed I calmed down she let go of me. "Okay well I will need you to go downstairs and talk to Jakes pack to figure out this elder thing darling" she explained as she started to get up and look at my room which was a mess. "Fine I can do this" I said getting up and fixing my shirt. Bella and I started to walk downstairs. She had a hold on my hand as she was trying to sooth me. 'This shall be fun'.
