Main Vocal's Obsession

Part V

GRACIELLE ANNALIESE JUAREZ HENDERSON

The album slipped from my grip, shock and nervous enveloped. What does he meant by third time he met me when that fansign was clearly just the second as far as I remember after the airport scene, I got weird feelings towards this confession and I’m worrying how will I send this to Themary if something like this is written. She would surely bombard me with so many questions the moment she sees this, this is her freaking birthday present now I ruined it. I tried to calm myself and look for ways I could make things up but the damn note keep coming to my thoughts, still can’t believe why he wrote that. This is his fault just why in the world would he wrote that.

I’ve been pacing my room back and forth forcefully thinking of any other ways but my damn mind kept going to one solution only, this is his fault so he must do something about it too, yes his fans would shout out for joy thinking I’m the luckiest that one member wrote something like that for me but this ain’t the same case I’m not his fan and my girl who originally own this whose in the other side of the world doesn’t even know what is happening.

I look back to my table where the album is seated tempted to do the thing I would regret my whole life. But I don’t have other choice, its not like I could still wait for the next fansign when in the first place she said its the only fansign to happen after this album release, or next album release which is also impossible because its so soon to wait and I don’t want to attend events like that earlier again.

I picked the album and turn to the page where the note was written but I was still taken aback thinking of possible things to happen if I pursue this plan. I slammed my face into the album screaming for my dumb decision, that was just a simple request why would you have to ruin it like that. A knock from my door stopped me from screaming pitying myself. It was mom but I eventually explained her that I was just playing games and I was beaten by my opponent causing me to scream in defeat. Great excuse!

And so after an hour or two of deciding,I dial the number, I almost lost grip of my phone when it answered just after the third ring, my heart just beat so fast and I don’t know what for.

“yeobosaeyo?” I heard the voice from the other line but I wasn’t sure if that is already him or he wrote others contact. And so I just let him speak again for my assurance that its really him. And I think he heard what I was thinking when he talked again and made me confirm that it was indeed him.

“Airport girl?” wait what? airport girl? So this is him and by that he recognized me earlier in the event from that airport scene? So that’s why he looked so shock when I approached his table earlier for the sign. “oh I’m sorry, who is this?” my nervousness just won’t let me talk stopping my words in my mouth left unspoken, suddenly I almost forgot what was my real intention in calling him.

“if you are trying to fake call please stop it already, I’m so done with it” I heard annoyance in his tone which made me panicked because he might put down the call and left my mission unaccomplished. I finally chose the words I need to say to be recognized easily and so finally I talked.
“umm.. uhh h-hi, I uhh I called you know, because umm uhh you put a number in the album?” fck why am I stuttering. I did wait for his response, why does this seem like a job interview waiting for the interviewer to approve my application. Jezz! I heard a breath of relief after I said that.

SOMEONES POV
He asked Gracielle first if what did he exactly wrote in the album and after she stated the note to him he confirmed that it was indeed her.

“uh yes I.. uhh wrote that, I’m sorry I thought you were a sasaeng who wants to fake call that’s why I said that earlier, I’ve been waiting for your call, I did not expect that you would really call me” I can hear his smile while saying that or was just my imagination.

“sorry but uhh the reason I called is because I wanna know.. why uhh you did that?” a bit shy but I still did said that ,its now or never.

“did what? I’m sorry did I do something wrong? I’m really sorry did I scare you perhaps?” worries was heard in his tone. And guilt struck me.

“no no that is not what I mean! What I mean is uhh.. why did you write something on the album, you see it wasn’t mine..” a bit shaken and worried that I might hurt his ego but this has to be done now “sorry to say this again but this is for my younger sister because shes the real fan and I don’t know what will she react if she’ll see something written like this, shes just a kid?" I said that firmly but regretful in my thoughts. I just hope I did not offend him or what. He paused for a moment maybe processing everything I said, guilt was all over me again trying to find words I could say and was about to start to console him but luckily he talked.

"so you need another signed album to replace that?" so he was not upset and even helped me get through him, the prior reason why I called.

“uhh yes, will I uhh get any replacement?” I asked like a whisper.

"and so you called because you need my help?" just why in the world am I hearing smiles and smirks now just by a call. I don’t think I need to talk furthermore because he already said everything what I have to asked through this call.

"its okay, I guess thats the reason why I wrote something in there knowing your reason that its not for your own, in that way you will have no choice but to meet me again to give you what you need" he said it calmly as if he really planned that or did he? I was too stunned to speak trying to process what he meant, did he really just did that on purpose, I want to be mad and say some hurtful things to him because what he did just made me go on a roller coaster of emotions and did a self-pity now here he is talking like he did this in purpose?

" okay then, I'll go where you are or you can meet me anywhere you're comfortable with, and gave you what you need, is that okay?" I just responded “okay” because I was afraid I might actually spat things to him and ended up not getting what I need.

I stared to my phone blankly, trying to process what just happened.

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