The Addictive Taste Of Shadows

Tréla

POV of Jennie:

The nightmares are back.

They'd left me for a few days, shortly after I'd been sharing the bed with Taehyung. I thought I'd lost them, I thought they have lost track to me, but it was just a mere false thought since now here they're standing right in front of me smirking at my pathetic self. This time they were more of them, this time they weren't wearing clown masks yet I couldn't see their faces, the room was to dark to see anything, I could barely see due the car lights that found their way through the window , they come close to me, one of them pulled a women from his back and made her face me, and that's where I was shock it's Jane my so called mother, she looked at me with tearful eyes. she kept apologizing to me, and then one of them dragged her out of the room leaving me behind . I was about to head towards her when suddenly I felt someone's hand grabbing my waist and won't let me move, I felt them touching me and removing my clothes, I kept kicking and punching the air but nothing was coming out, I cried and screamed out of hopelessness, I didn't know what to do, I wanted to run but I couldn't, I finally stopped screaming when I felt the hands go away from me, but that's when I let out a jolted scream when I saw him standing in front of me with a belt on his hands, he has the usual smirk that he always used while beating me up, he's here, my nightmare, the one who destroyed my childhood, he is standing right in front of me, he raised the belt and was about to hit me when I finally opened my eyes to a dark room, I felt hands over me I was about to scream when I saw his face, he was angry, furious, is it because of me? is he mad that I woke him up? of course he is, who wouldn't be mad? I was about to apologize for waking him up when he spoke.

Tae: You were calling out in your sleep...begging someone to stop... Jennie, who did hurt you?

Jennie: no one... it's just a nightmare

Tae: this is the first time you talk during your nightmares...that means it's not a nightmare it's a flashback

Jennie: I've told you it's nothing shrugged off

Tae: your hands are shaking

Jennie: I said it's nothing why can't you shrug it off

I got up and grabbed my jacket and then left the room and then the house, I was crossing this dark alley when I heard loud screams, I loved the sound of them, I kept following the sound till I reached the top of a three floor building, I saw a man trying to force himself on a women while his friends were enjoying the scene, I approached them with a smirk, one of them noticed me and grabbed my shoulder pulling me closer to the group of men, he grabbed a knife and pointed it at my neck, he threatened to kill me if I don't follow their orders, I laughed making them confused, I snatched the knife from his hand and throw it at his head, making him fall backwards dead, I watched as a few of the men run while the other grabbed their knife and pointed at me, I successfully took all of them down "kill them... kill them all" a voice in my head kept repeating the same words again and again making me lose control and stab all of them a couple times, the survivor grabbed the women and pointed a knife at her throat he threatened to kill her if I approached them, I smirked at his stupid action, oh poor man he thought I cared about her, I throw the knife at her chest making her cough blood before dropping dead, I slowly walked towards him with an evil smirk, I snatched the knife from the woman's body and twirled it with my fingers I stabbed him one in the stomach making him scream his lungs out, I smiled at it, I loved this sound, it make me forget my own screams. I re-stabbed him in the same place, enjoying the screams when a familiar voice spoke behind me.

Tae: I think he's dead

Jennie: Yah think?

I spoke before heading the opposite direction he was in