So this story might be all over the place but ill try and make it work.
So my school started in the 15th september 2013. I was kind of scared becaue it was a completely new class and i didn't think i would fit in any of the usual "groups" that there are in school. Some days passed, as i saw a girl sitting behind me who looked stunning, with her friend on the side talking to her, she nodded her head in each question, she had a curly kind of bulky hair which i later found out she hated, i loved the naturality of it. I needed to talk to her...but i was afraid she would ignore me or i wouldn't make a good first impression, so i did what i did best, find a way to make her laugh, but of course i wouldnt just come up to her and tell her a a fucking pun or a joke of some sort..i made the whole class laugh. We were all in the math class and the teacher asked " are you all going to be this silent every day?", the silence kicked in..i thought it was perfect. i replied with my "smartass" answer, "Nope.". i started hearing laughs all across the room i turn half way around in a 90º degree angle, i see her through my periferal vision giggling while looking down into her notebook. I felt acomplished. some days later in the 19th the teacher asked her to say the name of someone, she coincidentally said mine. I noticed her pronounciation was spot on, so i swallow my spit, turn around and say " you were the first person to say my name correctly",me with my "cool" face looking at her while smiling, she smiled back. I was so stoked, i didnt know what to do next..i just turn around to the chalkboard and starts copying the lesson summary. I came home knowing, she was the one. The one who is keeping me from sad days, the one who cares for me, the one who actually one said "i need you".. one and a half fucking years ive been waiting for her to say that. and guess what...it was worth it. She was worth it. All the time we went through, the crazy things we did, the adventures we had, the laughs, every single day i came home missing her, waiting for tomorroe to come so i could be with her, the M&M's :), all of it..for her. For one person is this 8 billion people planet. i could say it was destiny of some sort. I reached a point where i was depending on her to live, my life was complete shit untill she came. She was everything to me..she was my world. She is my world.only thing is...i dont know if she feels the same amount of proximity to me as i do to her.
Love you to bits :) <3
