I miss you

"I'm right here"

Liam's POV

I am not going to stand here any longer just to watch this. I hurry to the bed grab the asshole, pull him away from her and smash him onto the ground. I could literally kill him now, but before I could do anything else, he already picked up some of his stuff and ran away. "Yeah run away, and don't you dare coming back ever again!", I shout after him. "What's happening nowwwww...", a voice mumbles behind me. "Fallon!", I turn around worrying. I sit down next to her and pull her into a close hug. "What did he do to you?", I ask. I can't resist my tears any longer. After we pull apart a little, she wipes my tears with her hand and looks at her hand in total confusion. "Your face is wet...", she says, "and who are you? There are sooooooo many people hereeee" She falls onto the bed. "What do you mean... I'm Liam... Your fiancee?" "Whaaaaat? But... That other guy said..." I don't wanna hear it, so I just interrupt her: "He's lying. You'll remember, when your sober again..." She puts one hand on her forehead and the other one on her stomach and groans in pain: "It huuuurts." Oh shit, I really really hope it's the alcohol she is talking about and that son of a bitch didn't get the chance to do anything yet. I let more tears fall down and stroke her hair. I kiss her forehead and say: "I will get you something to wear... And a coffee.  You'll feel better tomorrow, I promise." I help her get up and help her to get dressed. As she lays down again, I go to grab a coffee. As I was back again, she was already asleep tho. Looking as peaceful as ever. 

I lay down next to her and for the rest of the night I couldn't do anything but watch her sleep. There was no way I could ever sleep now. I should've never gone away. This is all my fault. If I didn't go away, she wouldn't even have gotten drunk like this and nothing could have happened. Why is it always me, who causes her pain? I am always the one causing problems in her life. Back then, when I lied about my identity, then me not taking her back, then the amnesia, me almost marrying Ashley... and now this. I hate myself for everything I have ever done to her. After hours and hours of thinking about this stuff, I look at the clock. 7am. Wow, I've been up for awhile... And now I actually feel tired. I just keep staring at the sleeping beauty next to me, as I fall asleep myself. It was a light sleep, but that's better than no sleep at all. 

1pm

After what feels like five minutes, I wake up to the sound of sobbing. As I open my eyes I see Fallon, whose face is completely wetted by tears. "Fallon? Hey, hey, don't cry" I sit up immediately and pull her closer to me and stroke her hair. She just keeps sobbing and crying. "Fallon...", I begin, but she interrupts me: "I'm so sorry. I-I" "What for?" "I cheated on you", is what she says before crying even harder. I pull away a little to look at her. "You remember last night?" "Barely. But I do remember, that I cheated on you. Liam, please forgive me, I am so so so so so sorry, I didn't know what I was doing." She falls around my neck and I hug her tightly: "Shhhh, I know. I know. Fallon, why do you even think, I'd be mad at you. You were drunk. He took advantage of you." She pulls away to sit down, her legs crossed. "I feel like it's all my fault, Liam. I feel dirty and ashamed. I don't even know, if.. if... if", her voice cracks as she starts crying again. I also have tears in my eyes, but I can't let them go now. I will make her feel even worse. "Fallon, there is no need to feel that way. None of this is your fault. It's his. And you don't have to talk about it, I know it's hard to. You don't owe me an explanation. You didn't do anything", I try to comfort her. "I'm just glad, you showed up at the right time. I'm glad you showed up at all. Maybe you are the one who stopped things from happening...", she stutters. "Me too...", I start. I then cup her cheeks and say: "I love you." She looks me in the eyes with a light smile on her lips as she says: "I love you, too, Liam." After a while of just staring at each other she starts getting up: "I should probably brush my teeth and shower... Can you get me a coffee later? I still feel horrible from all the... drinking..." "Of course. If you need anything, just tell me. I'm right here." I get up and kiss her lightly. After she's gone in the shower I look at the clock. 2pm. Wow, I didn't even sleep for that short of a time.

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AAAARGHHHH THIS CHAPTER IS SO BADLY WRITTEN anyways i'm back guys! Hope you enjoyed reading this filler chapter. I know, it's short, but I needed something to fill the gap. There are probably typos and mistakes, I wrote this in one sitting, so bare with me.

Comment down below if you liked it and also one question

Should I change my username on here as I also changed the user of my fanpage? I want them to be the same but I like falliamsring on here.