JAMES POV
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White. It's all I can see. The walls, sheets, even my clothes. I wonder where I am, as I do every morning. You would think after 4 years 3 months 9 days and 6 hours I would be used to it all by now. But no, I still wake up confused as to where i am. Maybe it's something they put in our drinks..I'll have to ask about that. I swing my legs over the side of my bed. I'll give this place one thing, their beds are soft. I glance up at the clock mounted to the wall, high enough that we can't reach it. stupid workers, they think if we can't reach it we can't break it and hurt ourselves or others. we have other means, words sometimes hurt more than any glass clock face could. the time o the clock says 6 am. Great, I woke up a fucking hour early. I stand up and wait for a second, trying to get used to the coldness of everything, before walking to my closet. I grab the standard set of clothes were allowed, blue baggy jeans and a grey shirt. no one can look good in these clothes but then again, no one for us to impress really so I guess it doesn't matter. everyone here is male. I limp into the hallway, I have no idea why I have a slight limp, I Just always have. Walking down the corridor I reach the bathrooms, we have a male and female section, even though it's an all male institute. walking to the farthest on the end I glare up at the camera, the fuck they think we're gonna do in here? Can't we have any privacy? I shower quickly and put my clothes on, not caring that their slightly damp. I look up at the clock In the hallway which is, once again, to high for anyone to reach. its 7:30. Which means breakfast just started. I walk (limp, whatever) to the cafeteria and get in line, seeing that everyone is already here. eddie, the Latino with way to much energy smiles at me. ugh, I hate mornings. "hello James! How was your night? I had another dream! They told me someone knew was coming! Isn't it exciting?!" He shouted, practically shaking with energy. I rolled my eyes and shouldered passed him to my table in the corner. keeping my head down I began to eat my soggy cornflakes. there's a loud click and the cafeteria goes silent aside from eddies feet tapping rhythmically under his table. I swear that kid has ADD along with being crazy. we all look up towards to source of the noise, it's coming from the microphone Dr. Watt is tapping on. she clears her throat and looks out over us from the little podium she has set up. her eyes fall on me in particular before she clears her throat again and looks out over our heads. I don't see why she needs the mic all of us are silent, and there's only 6 of us (A/N I'm not including dexter because it doesn't fit the plot sorry!!) she smiles one of her thin lipped smiles. she looks like a lizard when she does that. this thought makes me laugh quietly but i quickly cover it up with a cough. "ladies and gentlemen-" seriously woman? We're all guys here and none of us are trans no need to say ladies. "-I would like you all to meet the newest //guest// at our lovely institute. please show him your kindest behavior. Aleks you can come out now." she beckoned him to walk out and when he did I could feel my heart practically stop. wow.(A/N ok my lovelies this is the first part in my new story! I hope you all enjoy it please leave a comment add the story, and vote if you enjoy it! ~Ax)
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State of insanity (NovaHD AU)
FanfictionJames has been 'ill' for as long as he can remember, which is not very long. He spends every waking hour in a mental institution. But he's not crazy, right? Aleks prefers to shut everyone out. He doesn't want to hurt anyone or get hurt. He's the reb...