Exploring - Sevasey FanFic

Be Quiet

Summary:

He decided that Matt should be the next one to choose from the list, especially after the last time. Matt chooses something at the moment.

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Matt and Kelly have spent the past days being together. Kelly watched over Matt carefully after the incident in the bedroom. They haven't done anything sexual, and that was mainly on Kelly because he's was scared of triggering Matt.

He knew his husband. He knew Matt would either pretend it never happened and carry on like usual or shut down. Right now, Matt is in denial. He is pretending nothing happened.

"Hey," Matt said, appearing at Kelly's quarters. "Need a smoke break?" Matt held out the cigars, and Kelly jumped out of his chair.

They are sitting on the roof at night while smoking their cigars. It was silent for a while. Kelly knew that Matt wanted to talk and gave him time to gather his thoughts.

"I hate how much my parents destroyed my life," Matt says, not looking at Kelly but out in front of him. His eyes are distant, and Kelly knows he is looking back on the past. "I mean, it happened many years ago, and here I sit still affected by it."

"There's no timeline on healing after a trauma like that," Kelly says softly. Matt nods but doesn't say anything for a while.

"I booked myself a therapy session," Matt admits, almost like he doesn't want to say it.

"That's great Matty, I'm happy for you," Kelly says and reaches over and squeezes Matt's thigh.

"Yeah," Matt says, not sure if it is a good or bad thing.

"It might take a while, but it will be good for you in the long run," Kelly reassures, and finally, Matt looks over at him.

"Yeah, I know," he says, smiling softly at Kelly. "But also about that night. Thank you for stopping, and I think we should stay away from restraints for a while."

"Yeah, I think so too," Kelly says. "Come here," he opens his arms, and Matt gets up and sits on Kelly's lap. He rests his head on Kelly's shoulder, and Kelly wraps his arm around his waist.

"I love you," Matt whispers and looks up to kiss him on the lips. Kelly smiles and whispers it back before they settle back. While cuddling, they continue to smoke as they look out at the night sky. Both are thankful for the lack of calls that night, and they enjoy time cuddling together under the stars.

Kelly and Matt spend the next week or two building back up to their usual sexual activities. At first, it was handjobs, then blowjobs for a while until they could have sex again. They kept it pretty vanilla, but neither cared as they were wrapped up in each other's arms.

Well, at least until one got bored during a public event and decided to spice it up for themselves.

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They were sitting at the banquet, and although this was a great time to chat with their fellow firefighters, both Matt and Kelly were bored. They've been to these things every year, and after an hour or two, it gets boring.

They had spent those first two hours talking to different firefighters and catching up with the ones they'd met before being placed at 51. It was fun while it lasted, and Matt enjoyed hearing more stories about his crazy, idiotic husband and no place better to get than drunk firefighters.