Hurt ❅ a Ben Barnes fanfiction

are you crazy

Ben and I sat in the doctors office anxiously awaiting results. The doctor walked in smiling. That's never good in my case.

"Well uh I don't know if this news is exciting or not but, Summer you're pregnant" she smiled.

"Fuck" I sighed and Ben hugged me.

"Now you can um get an abortion" the doctor explained.

"I know" I nodded.

"We can do that here if you'd like or you can go to an abortion clinic" she continued to explain.

I looked at Ben. He looked genuinely sad but he kept holding my hand.

"I think I'm going to get an abortion because I need to play in the Olympics" I explained.

I felt Ben tense up.

"Summer are you sure" he bit his lip.

I nodded and the doctor told me to follow her.

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I had an abortion. I walked out and Ben looked at me sadly. He looked like he was about to cry.

"Ben" I looked into his eyes.

"I'm fine" he got up and I followed him as he walked out of the hospital.

He got into his car and I got into the passengers side. He slammed his palms against the steering wheel.

All of a sudden he just broke down into violent sobs.

"Ben" I rubbed his back.

"Don't touch me!" He slapped my hand away and sobbed.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" I asked.

"Did you ever think for one second that maybe I wanted a kid" he angrily wiped his tears away.

"Ben we're not even married. I need to play in the Olympics. I'm the captain" I explained.

"Well if hockey is more important to you than us, get the fuck out of my car" he pointed to the door.

"What?" I looked at him.

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY CAR. HOCKEY ISNT THAT IMPORTANT THAT YOU NEED TO HAVE AN ABORTION BECAUSE OF IT" he yelled at me.

I looked at him, got out of his car and slammed the door. I kept walking and thanking god that our house wasn't that far from the hospital. Maybe like a block or so.

Ben sped off.

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When I got home I heard moaning coming from Ben's room. I sighed. I honestly didn't even care anymore. About our relationship. About the fact that he was cheating on me.

I ran into my room and laid on my bed. All I could hear were the moans of an unknown girl that Ben was fucking the life out of.

I put my headphones in and just listened to Lana Del Rey. Usually her music made me feel better but today it was just making me feel worse.

"Bye Ben!" I heard the girl yell and the front door close.

My door opened and Ben stumbled in. I took one of my headphones out of my ear.

"What do you want" I asked bitterly.

"You" I could smell alcohol on his breath.

"Well two hours ago you didn't so you might as well make up your goddamn mind" I snapped.

"I love you" he looked sad.

"No you don't that's the alcohol talking" I sighed.

He rolled his eyes and walked back into his room. I had fucking had with this bullshit.

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Short update but I promise there's more to come!

-hanna❤️