Hurt ❅ a Ben Barnes fanfiction

blood.

I woke up the next morning and I just didn't feel like getting out of bed. I did anyways and made my way downstairs.

Ben was sitting at the kitchen table with his head in his hands mumbling stuff like 'I'm so stupid' to himself.

I walked into the kitchen and started to make myself a cup of coffee. I felt his eyes burning holes into me.

I turned around and he was still staring at me.

"Take a picture it lasts longer" I said bitterly.

He looked down at his coffee cup sadly.

"Are you actually sad?" I asked.

"Yes Summer, I am. I'm sad that I did that to you and I'm mad that I'm such a dumb piece of shit" he rambled.

I sat down at the table and looked at him. He didn't look me in the eye but just kept staring at his coffee cup.

"Ben look at me" I stared at him.

His gaze met mine.

"I'm sorry. I put you through this and you have a right to be mad at me. That doesn't mean that you can get drunk and fuck a random girl" I said softly.

"I know, I know I feel really stupid. I'm sorry" he bit his lip.

"It's fine just don't do it again or I'll kill you" I laughed.

"Okay" he nodded.

I got up from the table.

"Where are you going??" He asked.

"I'm going to take a shower, I feel disgusting" I sighed.

He nodded and I ran upstairs. I closed the bathroom door and began to rummage through the medicine cabinet.

There they were. A new pack of razors. I took the cold metal object into my fingertips. I slowly ran it across my wrist once and let the blood slowly drip onto the white marble floor.

I started the shower and got in. The water hitting my cut stung like hell but it felt good in a way. As if the cut let out all of my demons.

I sighed and got out after washing up. I wrapped my pink Lacoste towel tightly around my body and walked into my room.

I put on a long sleeve team usa hockey shirt and leggings with my moccasins and walked back downstairs.

"Summer" Ben smiled.

"Mhm" I nodded.

"Do you wanna go to a capitals game?" He asked, smirking.

"Oh my god no way" I smiled as he pulled out two tickets.

"They're glass seats" he smiled.

"Oh my god!" I jumped into his arms.

He hugged me tightly and placed me back down on the floor.

"You're the best" I smiled.

"I know" he winked.

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So this is really short. Sorry I haven't been updating a lot guys there's just a lot of stuff going on right now. My brothers in the hospital and I'm really stressed out.

-hanna❤️