Typos and grammatical errors ahead
Plagiarism is a crime.
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3 days ko ng hinihintay ang boyfriend ko na nagpapagaling .
Kakaopera lng nya noong nakaraang araw ng maisip kong padalhan sya ng mensahe syempre sa messenger
Messenger gamit ko eh
"Hi bby nate musta na ?may balak ka pa bang balikan ako ?Still waiting bby can you please do your best para gumaling ka ? I miss you so much bby .I'm sorry if di ako naging sweet na gf sayo, sorry sa pagiging selosa ko mahal lang talaga kita .Normal na sa akin ang pagiging cold bby pero ang mahalaga mahal na mahal kita diba?yun naman talaga dapat diba ?pagaling ka saka pagbalik mo sabihin mo sa akin kong ako parin ahh.Kung ako parin ang mahal mo .Dahil kung sakaling hindi na ,wala akong magagawa basta ba sabihin mo wag ganito .Mahal kita lawrence and aki knows how much i love you"
While typing that , i felt some pain in my chest
"This is the last day of september nakakalungkot lng na di na kita makakausap dahil ang daming bawal sayo ...or maybe hayst never mind .Over think kills my mind .Pagaling ka nalang jan don't mind me cguro kaya ko pa ,kaya ko pang masaktan HAHA di joke lng kita mo naman di ako nasasaktan na hurt lng siguro cge sana makatulog ka ng maayos ,sana ...hanggang sana nalang ako"
Do i deserve this pain??
I'm just a girl who loving you for real
Bakit now mo lng naisipang sabihin na may sakit kang malala or maybe ayaw mo na talaga at wala kang marason kaya ganun
This is the last time that i will felt this pain
If this relationship is over i will never allowed someone to come into my life
Nagising na naman ako para padalhan ulit siya ng mensahe.
"Sana sa pagbalik mo ako parin ..ako parin ang mahal mo.Sana pagbalik mo ikaw parin yung rence na nakilala ko.I miss you bby namiss ko yung kahanginan mo like pag lalapag ka sa gc hi mga pangit poging rence is back lagi sinasabi mo ...HAHA bby sh*t I'm waiting baby"
Ganito na ba ang roles ko ang maghintay
Maghintay kahit walang kasiguraduhan?
Siguro nga roles ko na to maghintay sa taong mahal ko at malamang niloloko lng ako
Pero iba to ,idk if ano yung kakaiba basta parang may iba
Heto na naman ako nagbigay mensahe ulit sa taong di ko alam kong nagsasabi ba siya ng totoo
"October 1 still in love with u ,but my question do you still in love with me? Funny right masyado na akong nag oover think what if pagbalik mo hindi na ako? idk what to do if it will happens idk if i can accept it if ever btw take care my king your queen is waiting"
Nice diba hinihintay pa din kita kahit malabo na
Mahal lang siguro kita pero kung talagang wala na edi over na .
Wag ipilit ang di naman na kayang ipagpilitan pa
Kahit masakit i need to accept it
Not until may natanggap akong mensahe sayo ,hindi na kita naabutan na online
"Im sorry! ,sorry bby for keep you waiting , nag cp lng ako kahit bawal i really miss you so much, i really miss you, yes bby i still inlove with you and i think you're the last one .I'm sorry to say this but this is the truth i almost dying bby,I'm sorry if i can't do my promise , i'm sorry if hindi ako yung para sayu. I'm sorry for everything bby pls promise me for the last time take care of your self take care for our Aki ,take care keep yourself healthy.I'm sorry but it is the only option that my mother told me bby, I'm sorry i really sorry, see you soon at heaven promise you'll be in my guard ill be you're angel bby,see you in nov. Diba araw ng patay yun hahahaaha promise i'll be there with you i love you so much bby i really love you maybe 1month and 18day of loving you bby is enough ,now lets end this. This is the only option that i know bby .I'm sorry don't cry my love tomorrow or other day .i'll be died thats my doctor said .I'm sorry to keep you waiting for nothing I'm sorry if i dissapointed you I'm really sorry basta always rember smile through the pain ,its the best when you are smiling its make me happy i wish i could see your face at last and hug yoy so tight hahahaha but its impossible im sorry i love you bby find your man now just trust your self you can do it without me i love you bby cha"
I love this man .
The man who make me feel i'm special
The man who understand me.
Now hes giving up everything
And left me like nothing
He always say sorry but do he's sorry make me feel better??
No right cause its makes me shattered into pieces
I read the other message from him
"I dont want you to be worried so i say to joreza don't tell to you that I'm almost dying .I'm sorry bby pls take care btw made me a last promise pls dont forget me i love you, sorry if hindi ko naparamdam sayu kong pano talaga ako magmahal ,pano ko iparamdam sayu ang lahat lahat and joreza make a promise to me that she will take care of you all ,Lance promise me that too bby i love you for the last time i need to rest and going to heaven now bby i love you"
It hurts when someone is saying goodbye to you
I didn't expect this to happen but i know that after a month you will change.
You said you're dying but for me you're not
Maybe you have reason more than that
Now i understand everything
First day of october i lost you my love
You're going to leave me forever
You left me with many question in my mind
You left me without enough answer to all my question .
You left me and you're just saying "sorry and goodbye"
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✍️ShyRyl29
