Disappearance
I have decided to disappear
And hopefully one day to reappear
And hope to hear you say you missed me
I want you to worry, I don't know how much longer my heart can wait
I can't handle this crushing weight
I feel pain in every wake, i feel heart ache, from this pain that makes my body quake
I crave your attention,hope my name you would mention, hope you dream of me and finally get your attention
I want to be with you badly, but I'm afraid your not for me
For i know that we are not meant to be, for i am not the woman you need
For i am only a girl, and not the one you seek
I will keep my promises as long as i can I'll stay by your side till the day you find "her" the woman who'll make you feel complete
As the thought kills me, still hoping that the "her" will turn into me
Daydreams wishing to be true but all i can do is vanish before you
And hide on the shadows i created secretly loving you
Waiting for a sign that you love me to, hope you'll find me and look for me and tell me finally and make it clear on who am i to you
The favors are the only thing that connects me to you, even if I'm bad at it I'll learn it for you
But still wish i would be more than this favors a friend or a viewer to you
As always i miss you and i love you
This shall be the last time i appear in front of you till we meet again,hope by then my feelings has disappeared for you
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Untold Poems
PoesíaThis are poems that were not sent or said to the person I wanna tell it to, I'm just here to let out my feelings or vent
