Change The Storylines [KnY x Reader]

Please be serious in this chapter.

Small story time abt my life(WARNINGS: VERY BAD GRAMMARS AND RANDOM WORDS THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE, SWEARING, depression behavior????)

If u have any traumatized experience or smth that u wanna talk about, u can share it in the comments or talk to me, im sure there r a lot of ppl who have been in the same situation at you and would understand

I remember when my dad cheated on my mum when i was in kindergarten or when i was in 2-3 grades, but then they soon broke up and im now currently living with my mom, shes really kind and caring so we dont have to worry

But after a few years passed, when i was in 5 grades and still in quarantines, my mother hire a teacher to teach me stuff at home, but then he just suddenly moved in our house without permission or my mom allows him to and i dont like it at all.

I then soon growing some suspicious on her that she is liking or in a relationship with my "teacher", and i was right.

I caught her doing s3x with him in the bedrooms while they thought i was sleeping

I cried so much, traumatized for months. and she did says sorry to me,

which i still dont and will never forgive her but I pretend to forget and didn't know what happens.

But then a few months later, my "teacher" died from a car crash. I was never THAT happy before. My mother cried from his death but i was happy af, i wanna laugh so bad but i have to keep pretending that

but i idk why am i still living with her until now. Shes aways said i never smiled or not like before anymore(when i was still young and "innocent") when SHE was the reason why i became like this

You think im THAT fucking stupid mom?

P/s: before i caught her doing s3x with him, i asked my mom what was her relationship with him. She told me he just a friend

Fucking liar. After he passed away, when i was in 6 grades or smth. I read the deleted messages between him and my mother and she fucking lied to me they weren't friends, they're in a fucking relationship and i hate it

All the promise she made herself and shes just also broke it herself. And i never believe in my mother ever again

(Some of you might said "yOu jUst hAve To AccEpt iT aNd It bE bEttEr" or "WhOs kNows He'lL bE A bEttEr fAthEr" or anything like that.

YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHATS GOING ON HERE, WHOS KNOW THAT YOU EVER IN THIS SITUATION BEFORE?! HOW WOULD YOU UNDERSTAND THE FEELING?! YOURE NOT HELPING AT ALL SO PLEASE JUST STFU)