OKAY this is a half-response to johnny_egderp 's chapter of her/his diary mentioning some events that took place recently. It's also a huge update because some PRETTY JACKED UP SHIT HAS GONE DOWN.
So first, I'll explain what happened.
We were on Kik with our internet familia, and she/he was trying to explain what Bigender meant. The mother of the chat sent a screenshot from some website describing what it was.
Turns out he/she didn't actually know what it was.
So I sent the following;
No offense Devin, but I think you should know your gender before you go around telling people that your _______gender.
So what does she/he do?
Leave. The chat.
I told this to my mentor, internet moiral, even my mom, and they all said Devin was overreacting. Thing is, he/she always does.
While stressing out at school over this, I had a realisation. Devin was a friend, but even more a weight I had to bare upon my knees. I was just wasting my time! So just made one of the best and biggest decisions of my life at Parkside.
I cut him/her off.
But I'll explain the shadow behind the wall.
My moiral and I take the term 'own little world' very seriously. My world is a mix of The Witch's House (the house in the game, which is called the same thing,) Aya's cursed mansion (Mad Father,) and the True Gallery from Ib. The basement was the gallery, then the ground floors and up were a mix of the other two houses. I was trapped in the basement, needing a sacrifice to escape. Let me remind you I've been in there since 2013.
So, having Devin in the basement with me, I used him/her as the sacrifice and basically trapped her/him in there forever
It sounds mean, but I feel so much freer now! I can actually enjoy things. I can let myself get attached. Colours are so much brighter and everything is so... Detailed. It's like I have new senses! I'm so much happier now and I don't regret cutting him/her off at all.
And Devin, if you're reading this, no we are not friends. I was just experimenting with three-way calls
But anyways, now for the actual update! Happy Easter everyone!!
So today I was talking to a spirit named Kokkuri-san, which acts like a ouji board (probably didn't spell it right but who cares) but doesn't actually summon a demon so it's alot safer. I asked if I could talk to my friend Red, a male ghost who is attached to the doll in the last chapter.
I asked normal questions, like that he looked like and how old he was. He's twelve, and his answer to 'What do you look like' was BLONDE, WHITE, BLUE, DEAD. I also asked how he died, which he answered BURNED. So I assume he died in a fire.
But then I asked deeper questions, like if he cared about me or if we were friends. He said yes to both, but then I asked a question I wish I hadn't.
'Do you love me?'
'YES'
So apparently, there's a ghost boy following me around who is crushing on me. Not that I mind, but I'm still getting used to my new freedom that I gained after escaping the basement. So. I'm really not sure how to respond ,_.
But that's it for today. Goodnight everyone! Happy Easter!
-mikashiSilver8
