Too Much (Urban)

Chapter 21

Lon'Dyn POV

"Lo our brother gone be okay , just pray."

"Mhm our and pray? What has praying done for me and fuck that Melo you've known him for what ? A month and he's our brother. You and seven weren't thinking about "OUR" brother when you guys told him seven was dead know were you ? You wasn't thinking about "OUR" brother when --."

" Yes OUR mfer! What the fuck I did, I did and I owned up to that shit man, me doing what That ain't got shit to do with what's going on with him! Regardless of me knowing him for a fucking month or a day that's my lil brother just like he yours man!"

"Exactly cus you've been takin care of him for 8 years."

" Nah but I been taking care of my mom and sister since I was fucking 16, so don't come at me with that the same way you feel about him I feel bout mella, you arguing for no reason Mfers can't care somebody? You doing all this for what cause I told you to pray? And that's our brother? Man whatever."

"Mella ain't the one in a hospital bed though."

"Lon'Dyn calm down and Melo stop talkin crazy gettin loud with her bro she can be mad if she want."

I looked at Rico and rolled my eyes and then moved from under Rico.

"Everything you saying don't even man and you don't get it, you don't allow nobody to actually care about y'all. I want him out that bed as much as you do, but if Mfers ain't known you long then a fucking a month or two" they don't matter right? Yea ok. I'm done man "

"Seven I said calm down she just mad."

I was about to say something until Rico interrupted me. I find it funny how I'm always the bad guy. It's not even that I feel as though nobody can care for him it's just mfs actin like I don't have a right to mad. I understand that's your long loss brother of 3 months but he's been my brother for 8 years. I'm the one who changed his diapers , I'm the woke up in the middle of the night and stayed up with him when had nightmares, I'm the one whose been working my ass so I could make sure he had food in his mouth and close on his back. In the one whose made sure he's never had to want for nothing but all of a sudden he's everybody's brother but when they was out their doing dirt not once did they ever think about there brother.

"I'm calm Mfers be mad and take it out on the wrong Mfers."

"Okay and ? She can be mad if she want too mfs ain't gone do nothing."

" Man fuck out my ear with that shit."

"Who you gettin loud with son ?"

" Ain't never had a daddy so I'm deffinetley not yo son! You lil niggas funny pipe down kid."

Rico laughed and bit his lip and everybody know him and Tone only do that shit when they get irritated. I put my hand on Rico's chest and told him to stop cus it wasn't really worth it at this point. Cus I don't want another repeat of last time.

"Who you think yo talkin too nigga ?"

" Shit nobody to be honest cause if money ain't involved or you ain't tryna blow some we ain't talm bout shit."

"You sound like a goofy just like yo homie g , I'm done talkin to you. But I like said stop talkin to my shorty crazy."

" Me and my homie two different people, yea imma goofy iight and talking crazy ion do that."

"Well you just was like I said so."

" You also said you was done talking to to me but that was clearly a lie also "

"Will yall both just shut up !"

I got up and walked away putting my hair in a pony tail. I really just need to think for myself.