It's 3:45 (AM)

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Type: Angst

Tw/cw:Yelling, Drinking, Minor swearing

--Artemis' POV (they/them)--

"Baby.." I mutter out, I think of a few moments before.  I had been screaming.  I had been drinking. One particular phrase comes to mind:

"GOD! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ACCEPT THAT YOU CAN'T HOLD ON TO EVERY LITTLE GODDAMNED RELATIONSHIP?! It's pathetic!"

My speech wasn't mine.

I knew she had trouble letting things go, that's what most of her trauma was based upon; being left alone, again, and again, and again.

Yet I still said it.

Don't leave.

Don't go.

Don't go-

Don't go!

It's too late, she's halfway out the door.

"Marci-" I whisper out, barely loud enough to hear

"Don't." She hit me. Not physically, Marci wouldn't do that, nono, she hit me with that stone-cold stare. The one that made me want to cry.

 "Marci- don't go! Please! I-I'll be better! I'll- I'll stop drinking! Anything! I'll be better.. I promise!" Here I am. Sobbing. Pathetic.

I look up through my tear-blurred eyes. She begins to walk over.  A good three inches taller than me, with her 5'11 frame.  I take everything in, things I hadn't noticed before, like the way her blunt, curly red hair rested on her shoulders, and the way her hips were slightly larger than her breasts, this is fine, I would still love her if her skin started melting off and she turned into a shapeless blob.

She pulls me into an embrace, I nuzzle my face into the crook of her neck.

I hear a whisper, "I love you baby. I love you so much."

"I love you too"

Wow

Word count: 250 

Short but sweet :)

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