Camilo Angst

Random Angst

Chapter 1
TW:SH, Suicide

_This takes place after they fix the house

Abuela hasn't changed she said she has, but to me, she's the same person she used to be

I used to always want to kill even murder abuela, but I don't anymore she just makes me mad...

"Camilo... Camilo... CAMILO!" Said Dolores trying to wake me up

"Sorry, Dolores, I'm up," I said as in getting up

Dolores leaves my room, and I get up though I see a mirror, and I just ignore it cause I know what happens when I look into it...

And after I got dressed I went to the bathroom lets just say I have a really bad habit of mine its not like it effects abuela or isabela today I did it more then I ever had though, I grabbed a razer/box cutter and cut the back of my arm until I heard a knock I jumped and put the razer away quickly and put bandages on then rolled down me sleeves and screamed "Yeah!?" Luisa answer "Come down, we have a family meeting!" Ok I answer a bit after she said it in a shocked sounding voice I didn't know why but I froze for a sec then the next second I was downstairs and abuela said "Dolores has been hearing blades and crying and mumbling at night so we want check up we cant have ANY interruptions with your gifts can we!" I got so mad at the last comment but I couldn't process it Dolores heard me every night I honestly started dozing off but I just walked off and went back to my room the room had become a maze like, the walls formed a maze and the stage was in the back, the bathroom the closet my bed I knew where it all was just on instinct somehow but I didn't feel in the mood to question anything about it so u found my way to my bed which was in a dark corner probably cause I like to sleep in total darkness and not have a single spark of light show so I was ok with it now I went over to the bed and just layer down after that I Passes out I was already worn out by abuela and them so i slept and slept I slept till midnight then I woke up I was still tired but I couldn't fall asleep so I went to get some milk cause either help me fall asleep thne I saw bruno I didn't even ask I just got my milk and went back upstairs to my room after I got back I just drank my milk and tried to fall asleep, I didn't so I just went on my phone for a bit I fell back asleep after I put my phone down and I woke up the next day tired still...

The house was Collapsing again I freaked out and ran to the door I got out and jumped to the roof but fell I fell to isabela and started to bleed but only my hands and knees were so I could run to the door with isabela quickly and so I did though I blacked out after that I was still tired I don't understand is it time or am I just not ready and my body is trying to process the pain and trauma I have or am I just...

"CAMILO WAKE UP!" Dolores was screaming I couldn't wake up I could hear her but I couldn't move or talk I could somewhat see her but it hurt to open my eyes then I couldn't I fell back asleep I woke up but it had been a month and the Casita was rebuilt...

To be continued cause I'm tired as well
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