R̶e̶g̶r̶e̶t̶s̶ | Ifuyugirrsd

chapter 1

Y/n's pov:

I've been neighbor's with this lilac haired guy along time now,i would sometimes peek in my window to watch him knitting some clothes by himself and doing his homeworks while his sisters were clinging to him to play together with them.

i mostly adore when he spends his most of his time to his little sisters even if he have more work to do with assignments and stuff,i could only just peek in their window since i don't wanted to be caught because i assume that he would think of me as an stalker.

it's 12am today and just recently woke up to get my phone to check the time,i walked up to my window and peeked in my curtains,just as i expected it to be; he is sewing some fabric cloths with an sew machine and really have an messy table full with things that is usable for sewing.

'awesome..' I was just adoring what i was just peeking along my curtains until i was disturbed by my mother calling out for me for dinner,i groaned and rolled my eyes before making my way to my door.

"What's for dinner?" "Bacon and eggs." "mmm alright." I helped her on placing plates to the table and sat on the chair to wait for the food to be placed on the middle of the table so we could eat,"itadakimasu." I said before devouring the meal.

We were in the middle of eating before my mother spoke up,"y/n,your dad called me just earlier." She said as i look up to her with an chuby cheeks,i gulped the food on my mouth before willing to talk.

"what did he said?" I asked,my father is an bussinessman in abroad so we could just call to notify eachother,he is an real gentleman and an kind dad to me ever since i was just an unfortunate kid,he cares this much that he needed to abroad far away from us to make us live and eat healthy.

"Your dad told me that we'll be moving out to go abroad with him after 1 month so be ready," she said,"UWAH REALLY?!" i suddenly stood up from my seat to what i have heard,we are going to his place and live with him abroad,

it's just a final relief because i get to see my father in personal after 7 years of seperating. My hopes of me and my father of meeting is as high as the mountain or higher than it.

I'm excitedly cheering myself about it that i forgot that i was in the middle of eating dinner with my mom,i came to realized it when my mom scolded me and gestured me to sit back again.

"You're really full of energy like your dad don't you?" She giggled,"well he's my dad after all." i lowkey laugh before continuing on eating.

I suddenly think of asking my mom an serious question while we are still at dinner,"mom,can i ask you a favor?" "Hm sure sweetie,what is it?" She questioned,i stopped from eating and clutched my hands.

"Can you stop on smoking?" I asked confidently,i looked up to make an eye contact with her but i noticed that she looked away and apparently avoiding any eye contact with me anymore.

I awaited patiently for her respond but it's hopeless. I didn't got to get an respond from her after minutes of waiting either. She started on smoking when grams died a year now on, now it's just common for me to smell the cigarettes around places because i apparently got used to it.

'Maybe one day.' I thought and cracked a smile.

I had finished on eating dinner and walked to go back into my room to watch the lilac through his window once more,

"sh*t,i forgot my missing activities." I suddenly remembered the school activities i haven't been glancing at since yesterday so I'm really stressed about it because deadline will be on tomorrow. And it will be worser if i don't pass anything either because my grades will go downhill as well as the situation of me and my mom having a full rampage because of my school grades.