As I finished typing on my laptop. I date it and send it in to my professor. Once it's fully sent I sigh and lean back into my seat."Did you finish it" Jimin asks as he types away on his computer.
"Yeah finally." I close my eyes and let out a deep breath.
"Can you help me with my last paragraph please" Jimin speaks up after a few moments. I open my eyes and tilt my head forward to see Jimins eyes trained on his computer as he types frustratedly.
I stand up and make my way over towards him, I sit next to him and he pushes his laptop towards me. I quickly read through his essay which isn't half bad. It's actually pretty good and if I wasn't such a good student I'd probably copy off him.
"I can't seem to end the essay. Something's missing from the conclusion" Jimin explains.
I read and reread his last paragraph and he's right. It's good but it's not great like the rest of his paper. He ties all his points together, summarized pretty well.
"Maybe offer your final thoughts. Put in your own impression, your own truth to it." I suggest.
He snatches his laptop and immediately starts typing away. "Oh god thank you y/n you're brilliant"
He types away for a few moments until he closes his laptop and smiles at me. "Thanks beautiful"
Ever since Jungkook came over last week Jimin has been less flirty and more natural lately. He hasn't asked me to go on a date with him or anything sexual. He still calls me beautiful but I let him since my efforts to get him to stop or useless.
Yoongi then joins us after having to retake a test for one of his classes.
"How'd it go" I look up at him.
"Good. Someone gave me a cheat sheet so I should get a passing grade"
I laugh and shake my head at him. Even though he slacks off and doesn't have the best grades I'm still so proud of him. He was never fond of school, not because he wasn't good at it. I'm sure if he applied himself more he would be great.
But he still chose to go to the same college as me, let alone college in general, and I know he did it because of me.
He's came a long way and I'm proud to call him my bestfriend.
"Are you guys hungry" I question them.
They nod in response and that leads us to where we are now.
Currently at a Dennys eating breakfast at 7pm. Which is the best time to eat breakfast.
"Never thought I'd see the day y/n treats me to a dinner" Jimin chuckles but his voice didn't display any signs of flirting. He was actually joking.
"Y/n treats me to tons of dinners" Yoongi shrugs but I can tell he was trying to rub it in Jimins face which made me giggle.
Dinner was pleasant, the boys were telling me their plans for their art project when I got a text.
???
Im going to be visiting
your city next month.
I would love to come
see you again.Y/n
I'll clear my schedule
for you. I've missed you.I place my phone back in my pocket to see Yoongi and Jimin staring at me.
"What"
"Who's got you smiling like that" Yoongi smiles at me.
I roll my eyes and reply with a "nothing" before I pay for our tab and we went to our cars.
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As I step out of my shower I apply lotion on my body and put some hair products into my hair, deciding to let it air dry I let it down then take a seat at my desk.
I've been contemplating on this art project with Jungkook. His idea about capturing our vulnerability is genius. Besides the actual capturing part.
Like who wants to sit and be vulnerable with anyone as they sit there and stare at you. Jungkook would be there analyzing every facial expression, every body movement, my breathing patterns, every single detail he will be trying to take note of to display in art. That sounds like a shitty and scary time.
I don't even know what I would want him to capture.
When I'm fresh out the shower? No that's too cliché
When I'm alone in my room with my dark thought? Mm thats better but it's too basic.
My mind wonders over to the person who texted me earlier. God I haven't seen him in months. Besides Yoongi, he was the only other person I allowed to be in my presence.
He knew how to have an intellectual conversation, and more importantly he knew when to shut the fuck up.
He's been one of my close friends since before Yoongi. Well at first we weren't close but during highschool we grew closer. He used to get picked on in middle school just like me. So we acquainted through hiding in bathrooms and closets together.
Whenever I was waiting for the bitchy girls to leave he was hiding from the football players. Sometimes we'd end up hiding out in the same place. It wasn't until high school when people started to leave us alone. We knew that if we were seen in public together that would just add fire to the flame so we kept our friendship in the closet. Literally. Sometimes I wouldn't even be hiding from the mean girls, I just wanted to see him.
I would hang out with him every weekend, I never told my parents about him so I would sneak off to see him and I loved it. He was like my guilty pleasure, my escape from reality. My home away from home. He's company was healthy for me.
He went to therapy and he would use some of the exercises his therapist suggested with me. We'd paint together, journal, we even wrote letters to our past selves and tied them to balloons and let them float away. Maybe reaching our past selves in a different universe or dimension.
We even-
Oh my god.
That's perfect.
Immediately I text Jungkook.
Y/n
I know what I want you
to capture.I put my phone down smiling to myself. It was a huge risk but a risk I'm willing to take. This will definitely give us a good grade.
The only problem is how I'm gonna let him capture this without actually doing it.
Am I willing to let him see me like that. I'm gonna have to be. He's doing the same thing, he's opening up to a side no one sees, he's allowing me to see him in his most darkest moment. I have to do the same.
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