call me an hypocrite,
superficial;
my life revolves around it,
the fun. the fulfillment.
that feeling in you heart before,
sometimes its all i chase.
i dont focus, i distract my brain,
just let me feel joy.
hide it, dont feel it;
sadness is actually useless?
i dont think, but why do i avoid it then.
positivity is all there is.
it can be too much,
sometimes i want to scream;
its not happiness, when its fake.
my eyes, they dont wet,
this is why fun is all i care.
~ eth; 11/12/'21, "fun"
