throughout it,
never taking it;
avoiding responsabilities, people.
i am, indeed, the worst.
what it, it was me,
never someone else;
distancing.
i am too much, even for myself.
nobody sticks,
i cant blame them;
i am obnoxious,
but im just trying to show affection.
do they not want it?
are they, maybe, already complete?
or maybe its me, a mismatch;
you never considered it?
it was you all along.
~ eth; 08/01/'22, "blame"
