Eerie Jerry

Obsessed

As I went to the Armstrong's house on the night of Valentine's Day, I just couldn't shake Mary Sue out of my head. Harriet was a little suspicious of me thinking so much, she thought I had a crush on someone from school. I made sure to keep her a secret from my family because Mary Sue did wanted me to keep her a secret. I couldn't stop thinking about Mary Sue everywhere I went, at home, at the Armstrong's house, everywhere I was where she wasn't with me. The only place we shared a space would be at in our classroom, our assigned table at lunch, outside during break time and in the gymnasium during dismissal. I made sure to enjoy every second of our time together, she is the love of my life, my angel from Heaven, who brought me into Heaven. Her face of cyan coloured eyes, the few sun kisses that sat on her rosy cheeks, her smile that was missing a top right canine tooth, she may be embarrassed by it, but I love her smile, regardless. Everything about her is the light of my life, the motivation for me to get out of bed early and dash to school to see her gorgeous, lovely face again. When we met again, it was the day after Valentine's Day and I couldn't stop looking at her as we were doing our assignments. Ms. Loughty would just talk about our lessons like counting, the alphabet, some important people, shapes, mathematics, how to write, our manners, lessons from stories and spelling, but I would tune it all out as I would look at the back of Mary Sue's head all day. She would catch me eyeing something that wasn't her and she would tell me to pay attention. That would snap me back into reality temporarily out of my daydream of my wonderland with Mary Sue. I would dream about us in some meadow with grass that glistened in the highlights of the sun as each blade sway to the wind. There were plentiful flowers that sprinkled the meadow as I could pick some and make a bouquet of them and I hand them to my princess. There would be corncockles, pyramidal orchids, thrifts, meadow cranesbills and some daisies in the grass we frolicked and played on. She would be in her favourite yellow holiday dress, white stockings, matching golden slippers and her pearl necklace she wore around her neck, her yellow topaz studded earrings and a lovely yellow ribbon that held up her hair in a small ponytail. Although, she did confess her love to me in a pink dress, yellow is her colour, I think and it looked better on her. She looked like the sunlight that shined in our meadow. The sun usually brightens your day, but guess again, my lovely cyan-eyed rose brightens me more than the sun. She is like the sun, she gives me more vitamin D than the sun, I have so much energy of wanting to be with her when I see her. I would be dressed in my usual clothes for school, it wasn't much of a kit, just my clothes to wear in the traditional setting. We would skip in the grass, laugh and sing 'London Bridge' as we held hands and we would fall backwards as the earth gave us a cushion for our backs. We would watch the clouds and see what kind of figures they would form. They would be shaped as dinosaurs, elephants, flowers, fish and most of all, hearts. She would scoot in and hold my left hand with her right hand. We haven't held hands yet, but one day, we will and that's one step to hugging and then, kissing. It filled me with excitement that I could not contain! One day, we will have a life together and we wouldn't have to hide it from anyone. We might even shock everyone, it would be the shock of the century when we tell everyone at school our secret. When the time does come in the near-future, it will be the wedding of the century. We will have a big, lovely reception that is enough to show Mary Sue what example size of my love is for her. An orchestra to play our favourite song and when she comes down that aisle to meet me at the alter. It will be a packed wedding at a church with a cathedral and a big window with stained glass that shined colours from the sunlight that poured onto us as we held hands and spoke our vows. I would tell her I would love her for all of eternity, help her if she was sick and cook together. I might be working when I'm older, but I will still make time for my beautiful lotus flower, who helped me get out of the muck would when I had no hope or strength to get myself out. She is my angel, my film star, my lotus flower, my reason to go to bed early, my reason to go to school, my everything. I love Mary Sue Redman so much and I really couldn't wait to start my life with her one beautiful day and purpose to her on one starry night. But, when I do start my life with her, I will have to share my secret with her whether the ghosts want me to or not. Mary Sue is my new life and I have to tell her everything about me. If she doesn't believe me, it's still okay, it's just a curse I have to live with for all of eternity, I can handle it. I can handle it because the love of my life will be by my side and understand and help me. When I walked into school the day after Valentine's Day, I saw her and my heart just hummed like the heart of a mouse, just skipping beats. I had the courage to go up to her and just see what we can do today. I walk up to her desk with my heart controlling my legs more than my brain. "H-H-H-HH-Hi, Mary sue!" I say to her with a shy, but broken voice because I was half-excited and half-nervous at the same time. She gives me a look with a sheepish grin and her beautiful, cyan eyes curl from the bottom. "Hi, there, Jeremy." She speaks in her clear and angelic voice, I just wanted to get down and worship her. "H-H-HHH-ow, uh, I-I-I, I, I, I, I...." I lost my words because I just couldn't think of them as I got lost at looking at her face that looked like it's been sculpted by an angel from Heaven, I got so overwhelmed with so much emotion. "Alright, Jeremy?" I heard Mary Sue inquire as she looked at me with confusion and cocked an eye at me. I could hear other kids just laughing as they heard me stutter to my delicate flower. I tried to find the right words and I didn't want to blow it for my future wife. I quickly had to utter some words or I will be destroyed by my fellow peers, wake up, you fool! "Uh, I-I, I, IIIIIIII....was wonning-I mean, wondering...wha... What are...are.." I lost track again as my cheeks are matches burning my eyes and I felt like I couldn't see straight and I was making a complete fool of myself. I had to do the right thing by going back to my seat. I had blown it. As I turned around to hear the giggling commence from those rats I have to share a classroom with, a hand touched my right hand and I felt instant shockwaves just shoot all over my body and I stood frozen as her pristine right hand touched mine. I couldn't believe it, she touched my hand,...is this a dream? "Jeremy, listen, collect your words and tell me what it is?" she speaks to me with that silky, loving voice of hers. I immediately calm down, her voice assured me that I was still in the clear and I didn't make a fool out of myself. I smile and breath out of my nose long and hard. "Mary Sue, what are you going to do today?" I questioned her with my calmest voice, but I was still hiding my excitement underneath. "Well, want to sit next to me at lunch today?" I wish she asked that question loud enough for the entire class to hear it. She spoke low enough just for herself, the kids seated around her and me to hear. I wanted her to shock the entire class, but I realised she wanted to keep it a secret. The surrounding kids looked curious and started turning heads to talk to the other peers about my invitation to sit with her during lunch. Almost exactly what I wanted, a chain reaction, it's great! I love it just as much as my smart Mary Sue. I nodded with a smile as big as Buckingham Palace. "Yes, I would be honoured." I said to her feeling honour and awarded. She giggled and covered her mouth with her fingertips. "Great, can't wait for that." I felt like I didn't want to move. I wanted to sit with her now, I was in a daydream making my way to the biggest dream come true, kissing my lovely daffodil and we'll be together forever. I didn't want to turn away from her, but I had to and I would be bothering her. I just turned slowly and I slowly trekked my way to my seat and what I wanted happens. Kids were turning their heads and telling the other kids about it. When one kid turned to Louis about what just happened, he just looked at me with his mouth partially open to reveal a small semi-circle formed by his lips. Keir was absent today, so he will learn when he comes back and he will wish he never picked on me ever again. They will live with this day of regret for the rest of their natural lives and me and Mary Sue shall rule over this day like king and queen. A day to look back and laugh at when we're together and married. I returned to my seat and just kept looking at my future bride who sat at the front row on the left side. I could feel the smile hold my cheeks up and I was still daydreaming when Ms. Loughty was instructing our lesson for today, but I could care less. What I truly cared about was living my life with that precious love dove in her light blue shirt and her pink leggings with her lovely black slippers.