"I'm not gay!"

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Joe's P.O.V
When I went into my bedroom I couldn't find the shirt I had picked out yesterday and it was driving me absolutely mad.
I put the stupid thing on my bed and now it's gone!
That's when I realized.
Yesterday morning he was joking about stealing my favorite shirt, and it looks like he did.
"OLI you little ass where did you put my shirt?!"
Oli came running down stairs with it in his hand and holds it so his arm was all the way stretched out above his head.
He is about three inches taller then me and his arms are longer, so I couldn't reach it.
"You'll have to jump for it there little Sugg!"
"You're such an ass oli!" I scoffed and tried to tossed it to me and said "Stop fliting you guys it's gross."
He said this with a serious face but I knew he wa kidding.
But damn did it hurt.
It hurt so bad I felt a burning in my chest and wanted to cry.
Everything was silent.
You couldn't even hear anyonebreathing.
" I'm not gay you little fuck!" I finally said-
Lies.
Big lies.
Lies I will never be able to take back.
I just walked out. I went into the bathroom in the hall to get changed.
Why.
Why did I say that.

Oli's P.O.V
When Joe went into his bedroom I knew he find his missing t-shirt. I stole it yesterday afternoon as a prank.
I got it out of in between the couch and wall, and stood at the top of the stairs waiting for his reaction.
He yelled something along the lines of calling me an ass and I ran down stairs.
I was messing around with him and held the shirt above his head and made him work for it.
It was so cute seeming him jump at the shirt.
I was literally flirting so hard.
That was until Cas came in and took it from me, and called me out for flirting.
I knew he saw us this morning.
I knew once I head the shower earlir this morning.
I was dreading the fact that I was flirting with Joe. Especially when I knew Cas liked him, and I knew Joe likes Cas.
At least I did, until Joe said "I'm not gay you little fuck!"
Ouch.
That really stung in my chest.
I just stood there. I didn't know what to do.
Joe had already walked out, leaving me and Cas in utter shock.
We both knew we like him.
Maybe even love him.

Caspar's P.O.V
When Joe left the bathroom doorway I looked back in the mirror and started fixing my hair.
I smiled to myself thinking about how perfect Joe is.
Then I remembered.
Is he dating Oli?
Does he love him?
It was at that moment when I head Joe yelling at Oli-
Not a mad yell, he was also giggling like a little kid.
I slowly walked out of the bathroom and creeped around the hallway just so I could see Oli flirting with Joe.
Once again, MY Joe.
I watched for about fifteen seconds when I thought I was going to explode is they didn't stop.
I felt a burning in the pit of my stomach.
Am I really jealous of Oli?
If course I am.
That's MY Joe!
I walked into Joe's bedroom and took the shirt and tossed it to Joe.
Then I said something I immediately regretted.
I said they were flirting.
They are definitely going to know I saw them cuddling.
Shit.
It was then Joe said something that made me want to break down and start crying.
"I'm not gay you little fuck!"
I felt as if my heart was ripped out of my chest and thrown across the room.
Joe had walked out.
I kept replaying it in my head.
I'm not gay.
I'm not gay.
Not gay.
I just stood there with Oli in complete silence.
He was upset.
We both are.
I slowly backed up and walked out. I made sure I went upstairs fast, so I didn't run into Joe.
When I got upstairs I took out the breakfast we planned to eat and pored some milk.
Today is going to be a good day. I just have to make it that way.
I'll be my normal self, and maybe Joe and Oli will too.

Oli's P.O.V
Okay then.
I am slightly mad at Joe for leading me on. I mean I know he never said he liked me more then a friend, but we literally cuddled and he told me he thought I was amazing.
So he's not gay?
Okay.
I guess I will just have to deal with that even if it feels like I was just shot in the chest.
You know what?
No.
I won't deal with it.
I'll just pretend that he never fucking said that.
Oh yeah. That's exactly what I'll do.
I put on my out clothes and went upstairs for breakfast.

Okay. YEP. This FIC is my entire life. Are the Chapters length okay? I hope so.

Thank you for reading!
Ily xx

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