Entering May's apartment Zyggy only followed her to the hallway before letting her go along her own way. He could tell she was struggling and wanted to make her feel better. Coming up with an idea, he moved into the kitchen and began putting together a snack tray; crackers, fruit, cheese, and cookies. Thirty minutes had passed by the time he was done getting snacks and drinks placed down in the living room. Not wanting to just sit around, Zyggy knocked on the bathroom door. "once you're done, we can relax and eat," he said. The feeling from earlier was not passing as quickly as he hoped. "I will be out in a bit, thank you," May responded. Her tone was soft and almost tired sounding. On the other side of the bathroom door, May checked herself over she had found the marks left by Dz. Even though he was gentle, he still marked her. Even though she never wanted marks on her body again, these ones didn't bother her, they didn't hurt, and they only made her face heat up from knowing where they came from. Pulling herself away from the mirror after responding to Zyggy, May ran her bath and slipped into the hat water. May had no idea how tired her body was until she was being woken up by Dz barging into the bathroom, scaring her. Eyes wide open, she stared at him. She had not even realized she had drifted off to sleep in the tub. "May, you can't sleep in the tub. You scared the hell out of Zyggy," Dz said, moving into the bathroom. May squeaked and covered her body. Her brain had forgotten he had already seen her upper half earlier. " now is not the time to be shy," Dz muttered, moving towards her. May turned bright red. Wanting to get up independently, she tried only to find her arms and legs felt like jello. She could barely sit herself up. "what is going on" she muttered a bit out loud. "It's called sub drop, your body is coming down from the high you felt, and now your body is confused," Dz explained, draining her water. May closed her eyes to try and focus. She was wrapped in a towel and lifted from the tub upon opening them. "I don't like this feeling," she mumbled. Dz was not sure how to help her other than letting Zyggy give her aftercare like she needed. Her sub drop could be worse than others he had encountered due to her past. "The feeling will pass. Let Zyggy care for you," he said, moving into her room. May was sat on her bed before Dz made his way back out of her room only to stop by the door "dress and then come out," he said. It was half demanding, half caring. May just nodded her head. She really had scared them. How long had she been passed out in the tub? The unknown bothered her. However, there was nothing she could do about that other than do as Dz requested. Getting dressed in a pair of comfy nightclothes, she made her way back out into the living room to find Zyggy looking over a line of movies he had found. "What are we watching," May asked, getting Zyggy to turn around and hug her. "You scared me," he said, letting her go once he was happy again. "I'm sorry," May mumbled. It was odd having someone care for her. Zyggy smiled and held up a couple of movies "one of these two seems good for now," he said, letting her pick one of the two. They were both comedies.Feeling better after getting some food in her system May curled up next to Zyggy and watched the movie that she had picked, only to fall asleep. Her body was overly tired but no longer felt funny. Her mind was not as dark as it once felt. She could feel herself being lifted from the couch and carried, opening her eyes a bit, she could tell Zyggy was taking her to her room. Not worried or afraid, she let him take her. The only thing she did was stop him from leaving. "would you stay just a bit longer," she asked softly. Zyggy smiled, climbing into the bed next to her, wrapping his arm around her pulling her close to him. Every time he held her, he was reminded of how small she was compared to him. Laying there, Zyggy played with her hair letting her rest. He no longer felt fear or depression, all he could feel was content and happy feelings. "I want to stay with her," Zyggy mumbled to himself. "We can stay until she no longer needs us," Dz said in a protective tone. Zyggy smiled. Even Dz agreed about sticking around. Not often was that the case. May needed both of them, and they were willing to stick around to help her heal and grow. After a few hours of cuddling May woke feeling better than she had in a long time. Unable to roll over due to an arm around her, she wiggled, trying to get free. A grumble came from behind her, making her pause her movements. "Can you let me up, please?" she said, feeling the arm lift enough for her to slink away to see Dz in control. Sitting there on her bed, she looked at him, confused. Did something happen? Why was Dz here and not Zyggy? "Did you just want to look at me?" Dz asked in a cocky tone. May crossed her arms "no, I was trying to figure out why it was you and not Zyggy," she answered. "I wanted to make sure you were okay. Zyggy is, let's say, innocent and doesn't know much about what I do," Dz explained, propping himself up on his elbow. May turned bright red, being reminded of what had happened between them. The smirk that crept up on Dz's face didn't help her any. Why was he looking at her like that all of a sudden? Shaking her head, she made her move to slip away from the bed, only for Dz to grab her and pull her back down. Making her fall on top of him. May only tried to struggle for a little bit before she gave into Dz's embrace rolling. He positioned himself above her, pinning her below him. "Where did you think you were going?" Dz questioned, making her keep eye contact with him. May went to answer only to close her mouth again. She was trying to escape because she had an odd feeling creep into her body and mind that made her freak out. Laying there, she could hear Mayumi begging her to do something other than lay there in silence. "Bathroom," May said after a few moments. Dz chuckled "you had dirty thoughts cross your mind and were embarrassed by them, so you tried to run from me," he said, catching her cover-up. May could not figure out how he knew that, but it was true. She had no real reason to run from her own room. lowering her eyes away from his, she let out a sigh. "If you knew that, then why ask?" Dz moved so she could sit up. "I can see the awakening of the desires within you, just like Zyggy can see the sadness that lurks," he answered. May sat up slowly. She had no clue what he meant by that. The only thing she was sure of was the fact she no longer feared being touched, and she craved physical affection. Dz could see the spark of need flickering in her eyes. Feeling generous, he grabbed her face and planted a kiss before moving to her neck kiss and bitting but only just enough to let her mind figure out what he meant. "You no longer fear being marked or touched. You want this kind of attention," Dz said, seeing her face when he moved away from her. May shifted her sitting position. " Why do I get the feeling you came along to help me heal, but once I no longer need you, then I won't see either of you again," she said, lowering her head. "Once you no longer need us, then you will have someone else who will be part of your world, not the Land of Ishness. You can see us, but not everyone can," Dz explained. May lifted her head to look at him, so he and Zyggy would be here for her for now? Until someone permanent and part of her own world came along. Telling out a small sigh, she moved closer to Dz "then I guess for now I will take advantage of having you both here in my life now," she said, hugging him to feel him switch back to Zyggy. " Do you have work today?" Zyggy asked, hugging May tight. "Yes, I should probably get more sleep. Thank you for staying and keeping me company," May said, moving away from Zyggy. Zyggy smiled. Her heart was slowly healing in no time. She will no longer need them, but for now, he was going to enjoy the time he did have with her. However, it was time for him to leave, but he would be back to check on her or when she was having a rough time. "Take care May, I will see you again," Zyggy said, bidding her a farewell. May watched Zyggy leave her room. The feeling of being alone didn't feel as good as it once did. They had unlocked doors that she didn't think were possible. Dz also left his own mark, which might be a little permanent. She could feel the sting to her neck from where he had bitten her. "Farewell, friend," she muttered, laying back down to drift off to sleep. Her dreams were filled with Dz and Zyggy, mostly keeping her nightmares at bay, but it was nice to sleep correctly.
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Broken Love FanFic
ФэнтезиFollow the fanfic of Zyggy and May along with their alters Dz and Mayumi as they learn what it's like to be loved and wanted. Hardships and love are ever so present in this book. May struggles with her self-worth and is unaware of what being loved i...