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I nodded. And the dam flooded again. I couldn't control it. He made me so vulnerable. I sniffled, trying to stop myself from crying but it didn't help. I couldn't stop. He had seen me cry once, when a tear rolled down my face and that was when he proposed. But to see me sobbing uncontrollably, here while he was lying in the hospital, was a first. I loved him so much, more than anyone could ever know. I never knew someone like me could fall in love until I met him.

He laid there in silence. He let me get it all out. For him to see me that vulnerable, he knew how much he meant to me. And he knew I needed to let it out instead of bottling it inside. He was close to death and the thought of making me a widow, hurt his heart.

After I finished crying, I went into the bathroom and washed my face. I looked in the mirror. The crying girl from just moments ago was gone. I walked out of the bathroom and sat in the chair across the room.

"This doesn't look like the hospital in Aku territory." He observed.

I inhaled deeply. I wasn't ready for this conversation. Namjoon would definitely going to scold me for this. But it was a matter of his life and I was not ready not be a widow.

"We're in Capote General Hospital." I finally said after a long pause.

Namjoon tried to be angry with me, but the look in my eyes, wouldn't let him. He pulled himself up, trying to sit up. I helped him by putting a pillow up against the wall so he could rest on it. I sat on the other side of him, on the bed and cuddled into him, carefully, trying not to cause him any more pain.

"Do the Capote's know we're here?" Namjoon asked.

I nodded. "They know. I had to tell border patrol. But they also know your situation. I don't think we'll have an issue."

He put his arm around me. "You get Thyme and make him pay. I want him dead. Understood?"

I looked up at him. There was a bloodlust in his eyes I hadn't seen in several years. Because he couldn't do anything for a few months, it was up to me to make sure Thyme got what he deserved. Touching anyone close to me was a bad idea. If he wasn't so hard to find, he would have been dead by now. Dead a few hours of him killing my family.

"His head will be on a pike." I replied. Thyme was not going to win much longer. I hated being steps behind him. It was time to change that. I was willing to do whatever it took.

"I have an idea, but I don't think you're going to like it." I sat up.

Namjoon squinted his eyes, and gestured for me to proceed.

"We get the Tellurides to help us. Mason has some weird fetish with me. I use that as an in. We keep your status a secret and tell people you've died. That way, you're safe and I have a reason to go see Mason. If I can get on Mason's good side, I can convince him to help me take Thyme down. And once we do that, we can take out the Tellurides."

"You're right. I don't like it." Namjoon spoke once I finished. "Akira he's going to want to have sex with you. Mason Telluride is a dangerous man. He knows you wouldn't have moved on from me that easily."

I sighed, agreeing. This wasn't going to be easy, but something had to be done.

"It's like when we went to get information on Thyme's location. Joonie, there's no sex. Just doing him like I did with those men. We need his help. And better him than the Capote's." I stated.

"Akira, no. We talked about this. We said not again. I can't have my wife fooling around with multiple men." Namjoon objected.

"If I wasn't your wife, you would have agreed to this. It's no different from when I had to pretend to be a call girl and pleasure those assholes while you got information." I retorted.

"That was wrong. I shouldn't have made you do that." Namjoon spoke, apologetically. "But this, Akira, Mason will-" I cut him off.

"I'm sick and tired of being behind this guy. And I will do whatever it takes. Even if I have to sleep with the enemy." I said angrily. "You have had meaningless sex to get information while we were dating, while we were engaged, and hell you'd probably do it now. But when I say I will do the same, I get the double standard? Joonie, I'm an assassin. I use people to get what I want. That's what I'm doing to Mason."

Namjoon blinked, taking aback of what I had said. "You use people to get what you want? What did you use me for?"

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Hey! Sorry this is a short chapter. 

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