My Irish Princess(ON HOLD)

Chapter 4

Niall's POV
I don't know what it is but every time I see her my heart rate quickens and I am always left speechless. I can't say I love her because I'm scared to fall in love again but I'll try with Julianna because I know she's different. Not like what that bitch Victoria did to me. I'll tell you my story and the reason why I'm scared to fall in love again. This is how it all started.
FLASHBACK--2 Years Ago--
"Hey babe! I'm gonna go order a round of shots. I'll be right back!" She yelled over the music as we entered the club with a few friends. "Alright just hurry back!" I screamed back to her. We danced through the night got drunk and took a cab back to her apartment. "I'm gonna go shower real quick wanna join?" She asked me. Of course I said yes. We went into the bathroom and both of us started undressing. We never lost eye contact except for when we had to take off our shirts. She bent over to turn on the water and I groaned. Her butt wasn't big but I didn't care, she was actually pretty flat. When the water was the right temperature we stepped in. She squirted body wash in her hand and started massaging my back. Then it was my turn to massage her. While I was bathing her, her hands slipped down to my area. So to sum up the night we lost our virginity to each other, or at least I though. The next morning I woke up with her in my arms. I wish we could stay like this forever. It wasn't long until her phone went off alerting that she had gotten some sort of notification. I went to go pick up her phone and pushed the lock button so the screen would turn on. It read 'Backup' so being the curious leprechaun I was I swiped the screen to the right and to my convenience and surprise she didn't have a passcode. I opened the messaging app and clicked on the contact name. My blood started to boil and I'm pretty sure my face was as red as a brick as I read the text.

From:Backup sent at 12:48

Hey Vicky the other night was really fun. You should ditch that boyfriend of yours more often. I'm really glad you chose me to lose your virginity to rather than that pussy. Meet me at the Rio Grande Cafe on Main St. at 4:30 pm. can't wait to see your beautiful self. -xoxo Dennis

I'm so pissed off right now. I feel so foolish and embarrassed now. Especially after telling her how much it means to me that she gave me her virginity last night while I held her. I'll never look at her the same way and I'll never hold her the same way. I got up, took a shower, got dressed and started packing all of my clothes that I kept over here for when I slept over. I guess I wasn't too quiet because while I was trying to zipper my backpack she started to stir and opened her eyes. She looked up at me with a smile but then gave me a confused look as she soon realized I was packing my stuff. "Where are you going?" she asked me but I didn't dare look up at her. I walked up to her and said something I've never thought I would say to her. "I hate you and I never hope I see you again until the end of the world, even then it would be too soon!" She just gave me a blank expression as if I had no idea what had happened. "Check you're phone you whore." and with that I left. I didn't even turn around as my last word to her was the definition of her.

**PRESENT DAY**

I don't give a damn in the world about where that bitch is. All I know is that I'm happy with Julianna. I'm honestly head over heels for her. It may sound cheesy but it's so true. I know I'll never find anyone like Victoria. but hey isn;t that the point?

A/N

So I just started writing this fan fic not too long ago