Tell Me You Love Me: A Ziall Horlik Story

Chapter 10

***Zayn's POV***

I watched Louis leave and I know I should be angry with him but I wasn't. At this point I felt sorry for him. He was suffering and I made him feel worse. When he was in the room, he looked even worse than before. Now it felt like everything was worse. Liam ran after Louis to try to convince Louis to stay and I made Harry leave the room. I need to talk to Niall.

"Niall why did you say that?" I said softly but trying not to make him angry.

"Because he was being a b*tch, why else?" he responded, obviously still pissed.

"But Niall--" I started off.

"But what? He is the reason that you're in this situation. You're hooked up to needles and lying in this bed all because of him and you are ready to defend him? Really Zayn?" He voice was getting higher and I was getting frustrated.

"He is sorry. He seems to be going through a lot. When we were fighting he was almost crying. Everytime I mentioned Harry his face looked like he was wanted to just shoot himself. If you saw him in that state then you would feel bad for him too." I said trying my best to reason with the stubborn blond that sat at the bottom of my hospital bed.

"Well I didn't see him in that state. So I could care less about his feelings right now. He hurt you Zayn. That's enough to have someone on my bad side forever." he said.

"Please Niall. Try to understand. You have known him for two years--"

"Honestly Zayn! You're making me mad. Why the hell am I sticking up for you when you're gonna stick up for the one that hurt you?" Niall said now not holding his anger towards me.

"Niall ple--" I start but was cut off by the slamming of the door.

I felt a strong pang in my chest. He left. Just left like that. Well then that's cool. Let's see how he likes it when I don't talk to him.

****One week later****

I was sitting in the family room with Harry and Liam. Louis was in his room. He is always there alone now a days. He knows Niall is still angry with him so he usually doesn't want to face Niall's angry glares. Niall was also in his room because I won't talk to hum. He pleaded and apologized but still I refused.

"Hey guys." A familiar Irish accent filled the room and I kept my eyes glued to the TV.

"Oh, hey Nialler" Liam said.

"Come and join us." Harry suggested.

"Umm I'm gonna go listen to music in my room" I said as Niall sat down.

I got up and fled the family room to see Louis instead.

I knocked quietly so the boys won't hear me. Within a couple of seconds the door opened and Louis stood there shirtless and sweating.

"Can I come in?" I asked him and he gave me a confused look.

"Sure" he said hesitantly and opened the door wider to let me in.

"I was just doing a bit of a workout. So ummm...what brings you to my room?" He asked casually.

"I needed to talk to you." I said.

He sat down on the bed and I joined him.

"I'm really sorry for hitting you Zayn. I really am. I could understand if you agree with Niall to kick me out." He said sounding scared and I could see the tears steaming down his face.

I felt so sorry for him. I wanted to make him feel better. I put my hand on his face and he looked up at me. I moved my face closer to his. I didn't know what came over me but I felt his lips against mine. He didn't respond right away but after I forced the kiss deeper onto him he responded.

I felt the guilt, hurt, frustration, sadness, loneliness and confusion in Louis's kissing. Our lips moved together. It wasn't like kissing Niall. It was different kissing Louis. It was more passionate whereas with Niall its lust. I moved my hands down to his waist, pulling him closer to me.

Our breathing started to get heavier and heavier. I pushed Louis down still kissing him i climbed on top of him and the kiss became more rough. Louis's hands reached under my shirt and settled on my waist. Guilt was eating me up now. I pulled away suddenly and looked at Louis who was blushing like crazy.

"I'm sorry." I said. I was so embarrassed and angry at myself.

"Ummm its..okay..." he said, his voice breaking when he said okay.

I knew it wasn't okay. No one is to find out about this. I looked up to see a horror struck Niall standing at the open door.

"Niall!!!" I yelled, startled.

Niall walked away towards the family room. I ran out of Louis's room leaving him there with a guilty and confused look on his face.

"Niall!!!!" I yelled after him but he kept walking and left the flat, slamming the door. I chased him outside but he ignored me.

"Niall I'm sorry!!!" I yelled after him. At this he stopped.

"Sorry? Yeah right. Just shut up and doing ever f*%king talk to me again."

"Please Niall. Please. I'm sorry for everything." I said now tears in my eyes.

"I'm sorry for everything too. I'm sorry for doing anything with you. I'm sorry for loving you a such as I do now. I'm sorry for trusting you. Trust me Zayn, I'm just as sorry as you are." He said harshly. I felt like just dying right now.

He turned and walked away and as I watch him leave I fell to the ground and curled up in a ball wishing I was dead.

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So that was Chapter 10! Poor Zayn!!!! Zayn is gonna go through hell. I feel bad for him :'(