Tell Me You Love Me: A Ziall Horlik Story

Chapter 11

***Niall's POV***

'He cheated. I can't believe he cheated. What we had meant nothing. He kissed the same person that almost killed him. I can't handle this. I was so angry with Zayn. I never want to see his face. I'm leaving.' I thought to myself.

I walked down an empty road now knowing where I was going. I just walked and kept doing it until I couldn't walk anymore or until I was dead. I am through with Zayn.

Hours past since I left the flat. It was late now but I didn't care. My phone kept vibrating and I knew it was the boys. Zayn is the cause of this. If he should blame anyone, blame himself.

I reached a park that I've never seen before. I walked in the darkness and found a bench to sit on. I sat there thinking about me and Zayn. I sat there for about five minutes before I heard someone walking.

"Hey are you lost?" said a feminine voice. I looked up to see a well dressed girl who looked about in her early twenties.

"Yeah, a little" I said.

"Yeah me too" She sighed and sat down next to me.

"My name is Marisa by the way." She said politely holding out her hand.

"I'm Niall." I said smiling politely back at her, shaking her hand.

"I already know who you are. You're from One Direction, am I right?" She said with a smile.

"Yeah, you're right." I said almost forgetting who I really was.

"No offence Niall, but you look like hell!" She said laughing at me and I couldn't help but laugh. Her eyes looked beautiful. I didn't know if it was the lack of food or lack of sleep talking. Maybe it was both but I wanted her in a way that I probably shouldn't.

"So Niall, what are you doing out here? You know its really late right? So we should probably start looking for help." She said, starting to get up but I held her arm and pulled her back down to meet me. She looked at me, a confused expression drawn on her face.

"No, we'll go in a bit. I wanna sit here and relax for a bit. Clear mind from things, you know?"

"Okay, I guess that's fine" She said simply.

We sat there for about ten minutes just talking about our lives and how interesting it was. She laughed at my jokes or some of the stories I told her. Her laughed was so cute and contagious. Soon I was laughing with her. When we settled down we looked at each other for a couple seconds

I inched myself closer to her and she didn't move so I got closer. I reached over to her face and cupped her cheeks. I leaned closer to her face and tilted my head and kissed her. She responded right away so I deepened the kiss. A couple minutes went by as we were snogging in the park. She then pulled away.

"I'm sorry" I said, looking into her eyes. She looked really upset. "Marisa are you okay?" I said curiously

"Well, I am in a relationship but I'm not happy. I was caught kissing another boy. I guess you can say its my fault but it really wasn't. This boy was really hurt and I was trying to comfort him so I kissed him. His girlfriend cheated on him. Which I later found out was with my boyfriend. I tried to forgive him but I couldn't. It was too hard so I left him. I still talk to the guy I kissed but we're just buddies. This happened just last week so I'm not over it yet. Sometimes I just crawled up into a ball in my house and just cried. Cried: hours on end. Anyway... Niall I'm sorry I'm boring you with my story. Let's just find help now."

She got up and I followed close behind her. We hailed a cab and told them where the flat was. It was a thirty minute drive. I walked that far and that long without even noticing. It was 1am in the morning now. I was tried and hungry. I felt Marisa's head rest on my shoulder. I looked at her to see that she fell asleep. Then soon felt myself drift off to sleep.

I woke up still in the cab. We were close by to the flat. I looked up to see Marisa now awake.

"Morning sunshine!" She said cheerfully. I smiled at her wittiness and leaned my head against the window.

"Hey, Marisa. When you leave the flat you have to promise that you won't tell everyone what you see or hear okay?" I said sternly

"Of course. I promise I won't say anything." She said and her face held no sarcasm. Just a soft reassuring smile and the truth.

Within a couple minutes, we were at the flat. I paid the cab driver walked over to the flat with Marisa in hand opened the door. When I walked in every single one off the boys was awake. Well Louis, Niall and Liam were but I didn't see Zayn.

"Hey guys." I said casually

"Where the hell were you? And who is she?" Louis asked angrily. At that anger boiled up in my veins.

"None of your business." I said to Louis through gritted teeth and started to head up my room with Marisa still in hand.

"Okay that's great Niall. If Zayn does something stupid, you know you're the one to blame!" Louis said as I left. I stopped dead in my tracks.

"Okay..." I said showing no emotions

"We can't find him and police are looking for him. But that's okay, you can run away some more if you want. You obviously don't care." Louis said and I started to walk away again.

"I really think we should look for him" I heard Marisa say. I stopped and looked at her.

"You can. You all can! I am going to take a nice relaxing bath and go to bed." I said stubbornly.

"Oh my gosh Niall! What the hell is wrong with you? You know what? Fine whatever. Do whatever you want!" She said to me and pulled away from my grip.

I turned on my heels and headed for the bathroom. I heard Marisa scoff and then I heard her speak to the boys. I stripped naked and got into the warm steaming bath to calm my nerves. After a couple of minutes and conversation about Zayn, I heard the door slam and then the flat was quiet.

I got up and wrapped my towel around my waist and headed for the family room. It was empty. They all left, even Marisa. Suddenly I felt more alone than ever.

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So now Niall is suffering too. Poor babies :( ♥ So that was Chapter 11! Yay! :)