Logan

Twenty-three

When she woke up, Logan wasn't by her side anymore. "Gone again, what did you expect?" she thought.
She stood up and as she opened the door, she smelled pancakes and she felt so happy of having roommates. "I'm telling them." she thought. "I'm tired of all of this, I'm telling them"
She entered in the kitchen and saw Logan busy cooking. She was astonished, he didn't leave.
When she opened the fridge, he understood he was there and got scared. She laughed. «I'm sorry.» she said taking the orange juice and pouring it in a glass. «Want some?»
«No, thank you.» he said.
She finished drinking and hugged Logan from behind. «Thank you for staying.» she said.
«No problem, Cristi» he said like it was totally no big deal.

***

«My roommates will talk so bad because of seeing you here this much.» Cristina said while they were dressing up in her room.
«Oh yeah, they might» he agreed. «But you know, we have business going on»
Cristina laughed. «Sure, business»
«Oh, dammit, what time is it?» he asked looking worried.
«It's almost nine, why?»
«I just remembered I have a scene to shoot, I'll call you later» he quickly took his stuff, grabbed her and kissed her forehead and then left, leaving Cristina completely astonished. "What was that?" she wondered.

***

The night before, her friends must've came back home very late, because at ten no one was up yet, so she decided to get rid of the pregnancy tests. They remained in that corner of her drawer for all that time. When she took them in her hands, she felt like shaking hard and she could do nothing about that. She went downstairs and outside, then threw them in the dumpster. By the time she was back in her room she was still shacking, so she tried taking deep breaths. As she couldn't, her first impulse was to go in the other girls' apartment, find Mollie, wake her up if she was still sleeping and tell her everything. But she perfectly knew she couldn't. She was so afraid the would've judged her and kicked her away.
She wanted to call Logan but it made her feel like he would think she was trying to seek for his attention, so she just remained in her bed until she fell asleep.