South Park diaries~ Craig x Tweek~ South Park

A best friend

Tweek's pov:

I was thankful with Kyle, he made my idea guide everyone, but I am upset with myself cause I just couldn't say it.
And that's not the only thing, Craig hasn't payed much attention to me since Kenny talked. First he talked and congratulated me when we were stuck in school, but now he doesn't even look at me.
Maybe he is the reason why Craig broke up with me...

I just watched them jealously all the time, Clyde was with me, he doesn't even know I still love Craig so I had to be more careful.
Why does he do this? In a perfect world this wouldn't happen, in a perfect world he wouldn't even exist, in a perfect world this wouldn't make me sick.
I am just lying to myself.

I checked my phone to see the hour and check the battery
"20:45"
Have we really been walking so long? We left in the morning, I know we won't arrive in a day though.
"77%" good, I haven't really used it.

"does anyone have the hour?" Craig asked everyone.
"eight forty five"
"Craig, where are we going to sleep?" Red asked, she looked tired as hell.
"Tees or floor, you choose"
"what? No way, I'm not sleeping on any!"
"learn to live in the real world princess, sleep there or just don't"
Red glared at him, maybe cussing him in her mind.

"shh!" Stan suddenly said and started looking around him.
"what is it?" Kyle asked and Stan shushed him bu putting his hand over his mouth.
"I said quiet!"
Everyone kept silence
"Someone hears that?"
I did, they sounded like bites, like someone or something eating.
"over here"
"Stan dont!" Craig whispered trying to stop Stan, but he was already ahead.
"everyone stay here, I'll go see what is it"
Craig said and left behind Stan. Kyle didn't care and followed, I needed to see, so I followed too.
"Tweek dont go! Craig will kill you"
Token grabbed my arm and pulled my sleeve.
"Does it really matter?"
I let go of him and catch up with Kyle.

We followed quietly and suddenly they stopped, just to see a dog, a dog eating fresh, bloody meat, perhaps human flesh.
"S-Sparky?"
Stan said shocked and with a crack on his voice as he got closer to the dog little by little.
"Stan no! Maybe its not!"
"he is! he has the pink napkin around his neck! Look at him!"
Stan looked so broken, I can't say I understood because I've never had a dog, but I imagine the feeling.
"Sparky? Boy?"
The dog turned and saw Stan just to show him his bloody fangs.
"Stan don't move, don't call him again"
Craig whispered to Stan trying to pull him away from the dog.
"fuck you Craig! He is my dog! He knows who I am"
Stan shouted with tears.
They both heard the dog growl at them, when Stan turned around the dog had already tackled him to the ground, it wanted to bite him!

Stan tried backing it off with all his strenght, Craig looked in fear, he was too afraid to get a bite from that dog, he has always been afraid of dogs, I cant say I was brave, I was scared too.
The only one who didn't care was Kyle, he dashed over to the dog, grabbed it's collar and stabbed it on the neck, we could tell it was dead because of the cry it gave and the blood dripping off his neck.

"Stan! Stan are you okay?! Stan answer me!"
Kyle started shaking Stan from his shoulders, he didn't answer, but instead pulled Kyle in a hug and started to cry on his shoulder.
For a moment Kyle looked in fear, but then returned Stan the hug very tightly.
"he was like my family! Sparky was part of my family Kyle!"
Stan was devastated and wouldn't stop crying.

"what the fuck was wrong with that fucking dog!?"
Craig said just staring at the corpse, I decided to stop hiding to go and see it.
"Tweek? What are you doing here? I though I told you to wait! what if you got lost following?"
"dont worry, I d-dont think anyone will notice I'm gone"
I'm such an emo fuck sometimes.

I stared at the dog, I just checked it's eyes, with that I had enough, white and with no pupils. "you might want to s-see this..."
Craig got closer and saw.
"no pupils, just like that person I killed at school, maybe radioation affected animals too"
"I dont know... Let's just g-go..."

Since then I was pretty nervous, but we found a place to spend our first night, I have to admit is not as bad.
Everyone used their coat as pillow or sheet, I didnt have a coat and I was cold, but I didnt want anyone's coat, it would just make me feel uncomfortable, some offered though.
I finally feel my eyes heavy since a long time.

"hey look at this!" Clyde shouted to everyone "a safe place!"
it was a building, more like an institution, I dont know, but it was salvation!
everyone walked first and I stayed at the back, I looked back at Craig who was still in the same place with his axe on hand
"aren't you c-coming?"
he looked pale and with a strange humor, he was just looking down the floor.
"Craig? Are you okay?"
"I've got no reasons to go"
he lifted his axe and separated the stick from the wedge
"C-Craig, what are you- what are you doing?!" "I'm sorry..."
In a second he drove the wedge to his neck, killing himself.
He fell to the ground with blood and a half cut neck, I looked in shock , fell on my knees and grabbed my hair
"CRAIG! WHY?! WHY DID YOU DO THIS?! WHY!?"

I jumped, sweating and with my heart beat racing, I looked around and I was still on the same branch "just a dream..." I sighted, looked at the hour "2:35 am" always around 2:30, I wonder why... I got off the brach and slowly went down the tree, it was fucking scary, I went for a walk, now it is being part of my routine

~here's to being human
All of the pain and suffering
This beauty in the bleeding
At least you feel something
I wish I knew what it was like
To care enough to carry on
I wish I knew what it was like
To find a place where I belong
But I am machine I never sleep I keep my eyes wide open
I am machine a part of me wishes I could just feel something
I am machine I never sleep until I fix what's broken
I am machine a part of me wishes I could just feel something

I just needed to say something and take out that dream, it was horrible.
I found a few corpses and some "zombies", alive ones, I didnt want to fight them or anything, so I just returned watching my step.