Minefields {Vkook]

Minefields "5"

how can someone get attached emotionally to another one who barely lived with ? barely frequent? living alone was so easy for him, no thoughts, no lies, no hiding.. but now he feel attached to someone whom he isn't sure that he is loving him yet.

the feeling achieved out of this can be love?

-their conditions are pretty similar, the two of them lost their father, and lived in pain for years.. maybe they only feel pity about each other

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Taehyung was standing in the sand wearing his beige coat, his hair was playing with air breeze, it was cold, and he was crazy enough to stand in front of the sea waves in this weather, but he wasn't caring about anything, his tears were frozen in his face, passing so gentelly over his red cheeks, he was 'crying', he couldn't help it, every time he remember he cries, why nothing is left for him, and the worst is that he is leaving without having happy days do destiny hate him that much?

But he couldn't think about Jungkook for moments, he kind of showed him love and some warm in the few days they passed together, no one did this to him before, he feels pity on himself, he is attracted to someone who will leave him in few days the two of them don't have the same life style, one is dragged out of a family and the other doesn't even have one and now he is hopeless.

"Why does it have to be me? why life hate me that much?"

Taehyung was staring at the horizon, strayed looking deeply on it is dying drawn in the water better than counting the left days? he don't want to stay in the hospital, what if he do the surgery and nothing pops out? he don't want to be piped by the hospital's tubes, he don't want to live in a miserable way even if there is few days left to him.

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Jungkook in the other hand was sitting with the others in the bar, drinking soju, he was taking a sip after the other beside everyone's stare, they were judging him with their eyes, Hoseok and Yoongi were talking with their eyes, while Namjoon was very disappointed, why is he drinking that much, they never saw him in this state, maybe a kiss changed everything, a touch, a stare, a breath?

Yoongi couldn't help it but he smiled, he knew something was popping, because this feeling doesn't born because of hurtful things , but because of joyful once, he wasn't crying, his eyes were red and while drinking he was smiling exactly as a fool, Yoongi kneeled forward and smiled willing to ask his employee something, until the other's voice remained alive "You know guys.. I feel everything is a mistake... am I mistaken about my fking feeling? or maybe am I just a bastard who can't assume anything I feel? "

"What is the mistake?"

"liking a consumer's prostitute.. "

Yoongi dressed himself in a better position, he assembled his hands and turned to Hoseok, he suddenly remember the time he was getting down stairs and Jungkook was kind of complaining about the place, and when he came they changed the whole thing, but his crow was panicking... it was clear in his stare... "Look Hoseok, I'm really not going to do anything tell me exactly what happened..since I'm calm, and not boiling yet".

Ha was pressing his teeth and trying to be calm which added the tension to the group, Hoseok was under pressure for that stupid guy, he never drink but when he did, he caused a big problem... and Namjoon who was just curious about what next, he fixed his sitting and leaned forward to hear too "Who? client? prostitute? what is that stupid talking about??"

Hoseok knew he was in a big trouble and doubled for Jungkook, he can save himself if he spit everything out, but what about their friendship, what if Jungkook really get into a trouble?, Hoseok took a deep breath before cursing and starting to spit everything out "look.. all the problem, is that Jungkook fell for a charm of our client's prostitute, that red guy, but it was only a mistake, he told me once he finish with the delivery, he won't see him again and he will forget him, and guess now he is never meeting him or something since his missions in the hotel are done right?"