Fifty shades of 1D- The sequel

Chapter 16

Mollie POV

We arrived at the hospital in a few minutes but the pain i was in made it seem like it was hours, during the car journey Jess and Nicole were telling me to breathe and kept telling me everything was going to be alright. We arrived at the hospital and Niall, Zayn and Liam all helpe me out the car while Jess and Nicole ran into the hospital to let them know i was here. A midwife came running out to meet us with a wheelchair, she pushed me into the room which i was about to give birth in. "I need Louis here! Were is he! Hes the dad!" i shouted as she laid me down on the bed.

"Your friends are trying to get hold of him now, we need to get this baby out now though, we have no time to wait" everything was happening so fast now i was in the hospital, i didnt want to have this baby all alone.

"Nicole! Jess! Allie! I want them here, were are they?" i refuse to let this baby come out until someone was in this room with me. One of the ther midwifes ran out the room and returned a few seconds later with Jess and Nicole following her, i couldnt help wish that everyone could be here.

"Right when you get your next contraction i want you to do a big push for me" the midwife told me, i could feel the next one coming on so i did as she said and pushe as hard as i could, it hurt so bad i couldnt believe it, when people say childbirth is painful i never thought it would be this bad. "I cant do this anymore it hurts!" i screamed as i pushed.

"Yes you can, i can see the head, a few more pushes and you will be a mummy" she smiled at me, i wasnt ready to be a mum yet, i needed to sort my own life out before i started being responsible for another persons life. I know i have had 9 months to sort it out but everything was going so well, then everything went so wrong and i havent had time to stop and sort things out. Another contraction was coming and i pushed once again, this time i felt something slide out of me, it felt so strange and painful at the same time. "The head it out! One more push and your baby will be here, come on Mollie" she enthused. Now she had told me the head was out i was determined to get my baby out, get it safe, i just wanted to see its face, and hold it in my arms. My final contraction soon came and i pushed the hardest i had yet, the body slid out and i felt a sudden feeling of relief and happiness wash over me, My baby was finally here. "Its a girl!" Jess shouted out. I had a daughter! She was soon placed in my arms and i could see her little eyes adjusting to the light of the room, her hands were so tiny, i took them in my hands and gentily kissed her head, she was perfect.

"Weres my baby!" Louis came running into the room with Harry following him, great more drama, i didnt want my baby to be involved in this, she is so fragile, so perfect, she didnt need to wittness all this drama so early on in life, and thats why i am going to leave it all behind when i leave. Louis looked over at me and his eyes fell down onto the baby, i still needed to name her. "What is it?" he asked, the question made me more angry than it should have done and i was still angry with him for telling Harry.

"Shes a girl, but you cant hold her yet because i promised the girls they could hold her first" i smiled sarcastically at him, he knew i was still mad at him.  I passed my baby to Jess who was waiting eagerly to hold her, Louis walked over to her and stood over Jess while she talked in a baby voice to her and Nicole soon joined in. "Harry?" i looked at him, he was sat on the chair in the corner picking at his fingernails not making eye contact with anyone. He didnt raise his head, but he looked up from under his eyelashes, why did i do this to him. I dont care what the media and the fans think of him, he is the most perfect boyfriend i could have wished for and i ruined everything, i needed him back... seeing him like this, so down, it killed me knowing that i was the reason for it all. "We need to talk, " i smiled weakly at him and he nodded his head slowly. "Guys can you leave me and Harry to have some privacy, we need to talk things through. Louis you can hold her when you get back" i smiled at the girls, they nooded and handed me her back. I put her in the cot thing that was next to my bed so me and Harry could talk properly.

"Im sorry." Harry blurted out, he looked up at me with tears in his eyes i just wanted to hug him and wipe away the tears, i went to reply but he started talking again. "Im sorry for everything i did to you to make you cheat on me, i thought what we had was special, now i see your happy with Louis and thats why i left, i figured you would all be better off without me. But i knew that even though i wasnt with you, when you had the baby you would have no choice but to stay in contact with me, then Louis told me it wasnt mine and i honestly felt like i had been stabbed in the heart. You have no idea how much i want that baby to be mine, even though its not, i love it like its my own. We went through most of the pregnancy together, if i could take back all that i did now i would. I want you back Mollie.... I love you, i always have, ever since i first laid my eyes on you on June 25th 2011 at the meet and greet in Manchester, you cried so much when you saw me and your makeup had run but you still looked so beautiful... you told me you loved me and asked me to sign your boobs, you were wearing a top with our faces on" he chuckled at the memory, "from that moment on i knew that i wanted to get to know you, even though you were a crazed fan.... there was something about you that made me think that you were different. I was right i guess, anyway what im trying to say is that i remember that day like it was yesterday and i never will forget it.... because its the day i met the love of my life.... my soul mate" he looked deep into my eyes. Tears were rolling down my face now, he remembered everything about the first time we ever met, every single detail.

"I love too Harry..... But that doesnt take away that fact that you left us all when we needed you most, you have almost killed one of my best friends...... what was you even thinking taking drugs are you crazy! I dont want our baby being bought up around someone who takes drugs" i ranted at him, he smiled when i said our baby.

"Wait you said our baby, does that mean you take me back?" he asked hopefully. I nodded slowly,, "YES! I promise i will do everything i can to make you and the baby as happy as i can, you want it i will get you it. Even though im not her biological dad i will be the best step dad ever, i will teach her to walk, talk, ride a bike and i will even paint her nails and brush her hair if she wants me too and at night time i will read her a story, and when she cant sleep because shes had a nightmare she can come and sleep with us in our bed so we can keep her safe" he kept coming out with all of these things that he was going to do for me and the baby, i couldnt help but smile as he got carried away. 

"Harry stop. i believe you"  i kissed him on the lips to stop him from talking, i felt him smile into the kiss which made me smile as well. He pulled away after a short but sweet kiss and rested his forehead on mine.

"You have no idea how much you mean to me, and i mean it every single time i tell you i love you" he mumbled. He pulled away suddenly looking me in the eyes, "can i hold her?" he asked.

"I would say yes but i promised Louis he could hold her, just let him have her for a few minutes and then we can have her" i smiled at him. "Ooooh and we need to take her to see Allie as well, and give her a name because she still has no name...." 

"I think we should call her Alleisha" Harry suggested, i was shocked by his suggestion.

"I thought you wanted to call your first daughter darcy?" i asked confused,

"I did, but then after what i put Allie through and how determined she has been to stay alive and how she has fought so much to prove the doctors wrong, i think our baby should be called Alleisha Jessica Nicole Tomlinson, and the other girls can be her middle name because they have helped you through everything and been there for you when i havent." Well he was in a soppy mood today.

"I guess shes called Alleisha then" i smiled at him. "You best let everyone back in before Louis looses his mind" I said.