Secrets in between doors (Ziam) (BoyXBoy)

Chapter 6

~Chapter 6~
~Liam pov~

The kiss zany and I shared was still on my mind throughout Lou doing my hair. I wasn't paying much attention to what she was telling me so when I heard a loud smack and a hand hit that back of my head I wasn't surprised.

"Are you listening to me Liam Payne?" She says sternly. I swear if I was away from my mom Lou would be my mom the way she treats me.

"You were telling me stuff?" I ask trying to hold back a laugh. She smacks the back of my head and glares at me through the mirror. "Ouch! That hurts ya know!" I grumble rubbing the back of my head.

"Well if you payed attention I wouldn't smack you." She states and she was right, "I was saying you need a hair cut. But I'm not worried about that right now, I'll cut your hair tomorrow. Be carful tonight on stage cause your hair just won't listen to me." She groans, "Also take a shower after so you don't have product in your hair in the morning."

"Okay," she finishes my hair done hen starts on my makeup. Yes, we wear makeup on stage so our faces don't get washed out by the lights. It was just foundation though, I hated it. I remember when they had to choose the colors for our face, I felt Barbie on crack when I had foundation all over me.

"So you and Zayn, huh?" She asks and I nod. "I don't buy it. I mean one day your talking nonstop about Sophia then the next your dating Zayn and you don't talk about him. What's up?" I look around the room then let out a sigh.

"Can you keep a secret?" I ask her and she nods. "Me and Zayn are being force to date. Only we can't tell no one it's fake, except I've liked him since three years ago. I just dated Sophia to get him off my mind with didn't help," I explain to her.

"I knew it was fake. I'm sorry management is making you guys do that," I shrug because if I was honest I enjoyed it. I just didn't want us to "break up" and me be left broken hearted. "Your done, get Zayn tell him it's his turn."

I had went back to find Zayn in his temporary art room. When I reached his room I opened the door making him jump and a notebook fly throughout the air. "I'm so sorry!" I rush and help Zayn get up off the floor.

"It's alright you just gave me a fright." He mumble dusting himself off and making sure he was okay.

"Lou wants you," I tell him. He nods and leaves the room with a smile, that's when a red notebook catches my eye. I run to pick it up, "Wait Zayn!" It was already to late , he was out of the room. All well I'll give into him when he gets done.

What is this thing? I open it and I see few drawing then I see long written notes. I shouldn't be going through this. It's something personal.... But curiosity gets the best of me and I start reading. I find it hard to read his messy hand writing but eventually I'm able to make out what it says.

Dear what ever this is called,

I honestly don't want to call this a diary because- well I'm a boy. Boys don't call these small written notes in a book a diary do they? Instead I'll call it a friend.
Before I became famous and I had a counsellor she told me the best way to spread how I feel n' all is if I start writing notes to a friend. Only, what kind of friend will read my problems? When I became famous I chose to keep my notes instead of send them, keeps from anyone knowing what my emotions are.

I got this notebook from America, they have tons of them. Right now we're on our second tour and I love our fans! Their incredible!

Love,
Zayn

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Friend,

I've done something terrible... More like I'm falling for someone I shouldn't. I'm dating Perrie yet I have a crush on one of my band mates. This is bad.... I want to stop liking him but I can't! He makes it to hard.

His name is Liam James Payne and he's hot! He has these pretty brown eyes, he's getting fit and he looks out for me and the boys. He-

I close the book, it felt wrong reading his thoughts. This was written two years ago.... He's liked me for two years? That long? I've liked him for three, that means we both like each other.

I hear shouting from outside the room. Something about the concert starting, I shove the notebook into my jacket aneurysm out to where everyone was. Should I give it back to Zayn?

A/n

So this update was a little late. Sorry, do you hate me?

Anyways, how was the chapter? Do you think Liam should give the notebook back to Zayn? What about Lou now knowing it's fake?

Okay love you guys!!! See you the next update! :)

P.s Would you rather stay in bed while watching Netflix or go to your favourite place to eat have unlimited food while watching Netflix?

I'd say bed and Netflix honestly haha