'How something sparked into my heart'

The realization

"Darwin, thats not animals."

Gumballs face turned whole pale.

"Gumball, its nice to know you lost your virginity!" Nicole smiles. Adding another sentence,
"YOU ARE IN SO MUCH TROUBLE GUMBALL! GO TO YOUR ROOM!" As she raises her voice, she hits her hand onto the table standing up.

Everyones face dissapears and they all stare. Darwin got up and gave the rest of the cereal to anais going to the stairs. Darwin enters their room.
"Gumball, are you okay?" Darwin asked confused.
He got no response. Gumball was crying, because he knows that he did what he did and shouldve listened to the other side of him. If he only listened to that side, he'd be happier.

"Darwin, im struggling. You see?"
Gumball lays on the bed with his scars visible. Grabbing his phone going to messages.
"Leave me alone darwin."

In a time skip,
They were planning a sneak out. As it hit 11 pm, gumball got up trying to make no noise, going into the backyard. He jumped over the fence to get into the front of his home, while he starts walking, He reaches the gas station and starts to run.

"Hot dog guy, you promised, just like you always do." Gumball smiles hardly, sitting at the bench outside a gas station.

"I liked you for a very long time gumball. So here i go. Do you wanna be-"

"Yes." Gumball responds, hugging him tightly. "Dont ever leave me okay."

"Anais, gumball is gone. We have to tell mom and dad." Darwin shouts quietly.
"Mom?" Anais asks.

"Yes anais?"

"Gumballs gone."

They looked all over the neighorhood, and they still couldnt find him so they called the police.
"911, my sons gone missing and hes not in the neighorhood. Please look everywhere and do whatever to find him!" Nicole crys.
As they hear sirens, they panic. And finally see gumball in a cop car.

"He was exposed to e-cigarettes." The officer said.

"Before you freak out mom, it was tobias that offered it, but me and hdg were planning to sneak out." Gumball speeches slowly.

"Tobias is being arrested for dealing illegal drugs."