Sakura's POV
I stood outside the balcony of Hidan,Sai, Iruka-sensei and my house. It has been a month since Iruka-sensei had come. I had been stressing myself with paperworks to the point where I had fainted in the office. How embarrassing. I had defeated Akasuna no Sasori with the help of Chiyo-baasama, I couldn't even defeat paperwork for 3 days straight where as I could battle for a week without sleeping
Iruka-sensei and Sai had taken over my paperwork for me. I opened my eyes as felt the breeze pass through my hair. Looking at these past years, I wonder if God had finally taken pity on me. My lips trembled at my past memories.... why....why naruto? Why didn't you believe me? I am not the type who makes rumors, I prefer doing it with my own strenght....
Why!? Why did you cheat on me, Itachi? Why for Masami? Didn't I mean anything to you?
My hands gripped the railing hard as I tried to prevent the tears from coming out. Even if its not physical abuse, its more of emotional than mentally.
Words hurt harder than knives
But, I was unable to prevent the tears from coming out, I choked on a sob, trying to prevent more kf the sobs to come out of my mouh
'I can't let Hidan, Sai and Iruka-sensei know' I chanted in my mind. I didn't want them to worry, what they had done for me cannot compete with now. Hidan abandoned the Akatsuki for my sake, Sai had abandoned Konohagure to stay with me for my sake, Iruka-sensei tried to stay in Konohagure for my sake.....yet, here I am, wallowing myself in self-pity. I feel ashamed of my self.
I felt tears flowing out of my eyes. Didn't I mean to any of you at all?! Call me weak, call me selfish, but..... I just want somebody to love me for me and myself.
No, not like Sasuke who bad mouths me and no, not like Itachi who pretended to care for me just to break my heart after he sleeps with me.
I knelt down in a crouched position and let my forehead touch the back of my hand. I felt a tiny chakra waver and I immediately looked up as my ring ,the sky, or the Void , previously Jii-chan's (A/N: I might have mentioned it before but just to make the differences, Jiichan is Grandpa while Jichan is Uncle. Same with Grandma and Aunt. Obaachan and Obachan) ring.
How Ironic
I changed into a henge to my would be previous self before I pushed a bit of my chakra into the ring. I hope that none of the backstabbers are there. Fortunately, they were not. I was infront of Tobi, Pein and Konan.
"Sakura" Pein greeted. Konan smiled slightly while Tobi was..... I can't see his expression behind the mask.
"Pein? What did you call me for?" I asked curiously
"......Sakura? Is that tear tracks?"Konan asked hestitantly. On instincts, I brought my hands to wipe my tear tracks with my sleeves.
"....no, it's nothing" I mumbled
"Sakura-chan. Be careful of a certain Uchiha" Tobi said seriously, surprising me. My face was full of confusion.
"Masami was a traitor and a spy all along, sending most of the members into depression." Pein continued
"Tobi overheard Itachi-san(Dunno how he address the other members except for deidara of course) and the others that they were going to find you and become Itachi-san's girlfriend again to get them out of their depressions" Tobi informed me....my heart stabbed with a worst wound.
"We'd like to kill them but we need them. Might as well as leave Konoha to kill them all. We'll be sending troops to hunt down more Bijuus" Konan said
"Mm, thank you for informing me you three. I appreciate it. Hut right now, I am in a disguise" I said as I released my genjutsu over my appearance.
"Tobi thinks that it doesn't look any different!" Tobi commented
"Thats one of the reason why I did this. Its a precaution to embarrass them. I had already even changed my scents along with some companions of mine.
"Female?" Konan asked...hopefully. I shook my head. She sighed.
"You're dissmissed....if you want. Konan had been asking me repeatedly to contact you but for some reasons, my chakra woukd never reach you until now. Did you do something to it?" Pein asked. I shooked my head
"I had researched a bit on the rings that we made and the results said that if the user is in a inner turmoil and a teardrop had dropped onto the ring, it would seal a bit of it's power, making the users only available to use the rings 5 meters away from the ine who called them using rings" Konan said
"So the only way to release the seal, you must have the same inner tumoil and a tear on the ring?" I deducted on her words
"...Is it the same one?....." Tobi asked hesitantly. I nodded and he winced. They had already know about my past, the reason behind the defections.
Tobi had told of me a bit of his past, saying about his ex-teammate killing his crush who was his teammate also with an A-ranked assassination jutsu
Pein and Konan had told me of their past too. They told me that they had a friend, who was the creator of Akatsuki, Yahiko. They are creating peace in honor of their deceased friend. Their teacher had abandoned them to just die in the hands of Hanzo the Salamander.
I stopped pushing Chakra into my ring and my background changed into my balcony. I went rushing inside of our shared house to give out the information. Hidan was helping Sai and Iruka-sensei with arranging the paperworks.
They looked at me with shocked confusement as I barged into my office.
"What happened?" Iruka-sensei asked me.
I told them all about what had occured just now. They hardened their emotion as I got even more deeper into it. But I left out about me and my break-down
"That #!?$) ?!#*!?^$*" Hidan cursed, narrowing his eyes to the flppr
"Will we bring up the defense more?" Iruka-sensei asked. I nodded.
"We will increase the standards of the academy more. I don't want them to die." I said
" Iruka-sensei, you could choose what to add to what year." I said, facing him and he nodded. I nodded my goodbyes to them and walked out of my office
I sighed and sanked into my seat. I grabbed my head in frustration and made some handsigns, increasing the defense of the barrier for the village.
I crossed my hands and laid my head down, closing my eyes desperately that I will be safe or not in the dream world
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Sorry to ta Akatsuki lovers!! I HAD TO DO SOME BASHING FOR IT TO WORK!!!
Woooooh! Today's Itachi's b'day people!!!!
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