Tom's pov -
Y/n.
She is way different now.
I mean yesterday she took me to her personal spot.
The one she doesn't share with everyone.
I don't know why.
She didn't tell me.
I don't know much about her but I wanna know.
She is levi's little sister.
I don't feel anything for her in that way...........right?
Yesterday was surprising.
I was overwhelmed.
I just don't know why my home doesn't feel like home.
Why do I feel more safe at my friends house?
Why do I stay there more than my own home?
Until she came.
She....distracted me.
She made all those thoughts go away for a temporary time.
No one has ever done that.
y/n is special.
Or maybe because I don't let anyone try. I shoo them away.
'Player'
I am not a player for real.
It's just how I cope up with shit.
I cannot be with someone.
I will lose them.
Or I will screw up or they will screw up.
I overthink way too much.
y/n is a nice distraction
I don't have to worry around her.
Probably because she doesn't judge me or pity me.
She doesn't know anything about me that I don't want her to know.
She is staring at the sky.
It is a mesmerising view.
I don't what's up with me but I decide to tell her about my dad.
I wanted her to know.
I needed the support right now.
I didn't want pity.
She went quite.
She assured I would always have her.I wish I always have her.
No i don't.
She is my best friends little sister.
I don't speak again. I am overrided by these thoughts.
'I'm feeling sleepy now, i will go and sleep. You can stay out here as much as you want. Goodnight Tom'Dont leave me.
Stay.I don't say that out loud of course.
I wave her off and keep thinking about her.
Confusing.
Stubborn.
Mood swings.
A weird combination.
Who would've thought these combinations give you a y/n.
I chuckle to myself.
But
y/n
is hot.she was wearing an extremely hot outfit.
She didn't try.She doesn't have too.
She was naturally extremely pretty.I hate that I am attracted to my best friend's little sister.
I will need to stay away from her.
y/n, you are extreme danger to me. I need to stay away.
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Intoxicated (Tom holland x reader)
Fiksi Penggemar'darling the smile on your face makes it so hard to leave' Tom Holland has a mission, to keep all boys away from you. But the question is, will he be able to himself away? ~ Tom holland x reader