Just your 'average' life

Access to the Internet at a young age

March 3 2022

            Now you see that wasn't a major problem , and before I get on to the rest of this story I am thankful for what I have and able to do. but everything gets really overwhelming and stress and writing helps with it. but let's s go onto another story. and I can already feel my English teacher disappoint aura for writing this.

For a writing prompt my wonderful teacher gave me was. "what age is to young for a kid to be exposed to the the internet" well it was something a long those lines. Now when i was in elementary school let's just say my sleeping schedule was awful. I didn't go to sleep between 3 and 5 in the morning earliest I went to bed was midnight . Now you might be wondering ' o so what did you do during those hours'. Well I just watched moves I'll be sleeping on the couch or in my parents bed because couches are the best to sleep on, But I'm getting side tracked

So I was up late watching TV and nothing my parents are passed out. So they never turned off the TV so movies and shows just played. I was 7 at the time. Yeah this is gonna be good. Anyway I movie started to play of course I don't know/remember the movie name but it wasn't good for a 7 year old and younger to watch. Now the sad part is I can describe the movie even if i don't know what it's called.

Summary
⚠️warning contains slight rape, kidnapping, drugs and more this is sensitive topic ⚠️

Main character a female that i believe was 18 or 21. Her mom ends up getting married to this guy and stuff. But her mom had to go on a business trip which was gonna be a week long trip. Which ment she was alone with her stepfather in a mansion on a mountain. The step father ends up drugging her after her mom leaves. When she wakes up she's tied to a bed and sees her stepfather in front of her. She starts to try and get free and is screaming. When the stepfather gets on top of her and starts to kiss her then stuff happens police show up sometime later and he puts her under the bed the police officer went up their and cheek but didn't find her. Anyway In the end she gets free two officers dead and the mom return to her daughter.

⚠️warning over⚠️

Yeah like I said it wasn't the best show for a 7 year old to watch but what can you do it's all in the past. But short summary I learned what some stuff I shouldn't know until I was old enough to know. Lucky I didn't know what the words where at the time. Now sadly I know what they are now. I guess I wish my parents where awake si they could have turned off the TV. And of course I never told them cause I would get in trouble for being up late.

Here's something funny to well not funny. When your at a young age you tend to dream about for a week or more. So that one scene was on loop in my child's mind fi a while. Worst part was that I knew it was wrong so when little me herd some one say or tell me. "If you touch someone when your asleep that person well have the same dream as you." yay so I was scared y mom would see the dream and I'll get into trouble so I was always anxious when I slept in my parents bed and made sure not to touch my parents. I honestly don't know if it true or not haven't bothered to check it out.

And I don't want to know I feel like it's better for me to not know. It's just to strange to even think about it. And I feel bad for little me because having to watch that at a young age. But I can't change what happened in the past I just have to keep moving forward. Even if i don't want to its something nobody can control.