All The Stars In The Sky

new light

i had a feeling so peculiar, that this pain wouldnt be forevermore.

- evermore, taylor swift 

its one kind of thing to be sad, and another to not change it. but change starts with little things. you wake up. its another day. nothing new, and you don't feel a particular urge to live. but when you start appreciating what is given to you and reaching for what you want, your perspective changes. and you're skipping along, slowly improving, experiencing setbacks, walking the delicate path that you've forged for yourself on the way to happiness. and you don't let anyone in. it's your path. and when you're improving, time flies so fast that you honestly don't see where you're going until you're there. and you look back at yourself from a year ago and you think, huh. that was a weird time. i'm glad things changed. and there's nothing better than knowing you changed it yourself.