Wavering Leads To Fun

What a great carreer oportunity to work with the great Tony Stark ! I only graduated college few months ago and now I'm working alongside one of the most smartest man of this century. I don't know how he finds me -I suspects it's one of my former professor who might have send him some of my robotic prototypes- all I know is that one morning while I was drinking my coffee I receive a phonecall basically telling I was the new intern for Tony Stark... Sometime we don't really need to look for a job because it finds you first.

That's how I find myself here, in the lab listening to the new project of the Tony Stark. Actually it's kind of a new suit design for his armor and if it's a success he or rather we will add the upgrades on all the Avengers's suit.

We first start on some outline and brainstorm for the new suit, what kind of tech and weapon we could use and add... We spend most of our time working in the lab, sometime in meeting room, sometime in the personal Avengers's living area or even in his private quarter.

At the begginning I didn't think much of it, I mean he was known back in the days to be a womanizer of sort but he calmed himself down since Peper. Now they broke up and he never came back to his past self. He's always fun to talk to, he's interesting and respectfull as well as a real flirt.

He never cease to flirt with me or giving me names since I start working for and with him but it always been kind of platonic. He never makes me think I was below him due to our difference of social status. That's why I find his company more than enjoyable.

The more we spend time together the more I became attached to him, not platonically I mean. Maybe it's all in my head but I have the feeling that he might feel the same, the flirty speach is not so much as platonic as before and I find myself feeling hot and bothered more times than I care to admit.

Tonight is one of those time where we stay at his private quarter to work...and in his case flirting as well. We're sitting on his couch working on some armor setches when I feel him getting closer to me. The warmth of his thhig against mine gets my heartbeat to increase and the heat to goes to my face. I watch him to see what he'll do next silently hoping it would be a kiss following by some uncatholics activities.

"I'm really glad you get to work with me sugar ! He says with a soft voice and kind eyes. More than you can imagine, you became my ray of sunshine, a need I can't seem to stop. I want you but I'm afraid of what it entailed, I don't feel this way since Peper." His eyes became a bit teary at the end.

I feel bad for him, this past couple years has been really complicated for him as well as everyone else. He'll never admit to anyone but I know he's a sensitive soul. Which makes it more difficult to stay away from him and of the things that we both think about doing at one another at night.

"I feel the same way ! I try to reassure him. I never thought I'd be attracted to someone...""

"Way older than you ?"

"I was gonna say way out of my league !! I've always been attracted to older men, I think they have wisdom and knowledge about the body that the younger don't have, or have but not enough in my opinion."

I'm surprise really. He seems so insecure about himself, about "us" as if he never had sex with someone younger than him. Peper did a great number on him and it's not a compliment. I'd really want him to feel empowered by what's inside him, like in his womanizer day, it may have been degrading for some -having sex one night and having her out the next morning and never call back- but at the very least he wasn't hidding who he was, it was a well known fact back in the day.